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Thursday, December 13, 2012

Them.

All, not in order. NO ranking here.

J.Y.E.R - 1993 March 5
she's my babe, she's once my wifey. we were so closed before these. i still miss those moments that we spent together till today. i always "stalk" your facebook profile. even though i knew you were in the hospital for a few days, i wanted to give you a little greeting, just to ask "how are you?", but i still din't take any action. Neither me dont know why. I have alot of words for you, alot of life happenings to tell you like how we did before. We even can't wait to meet each other when we knew that we can meet each other on a day. remember "beh beh"? imissyou darling Jo. 

I pray that God will put Your hand in her life, her health, her family, and her friends. she need Your love always. You are our healer, our strength. Guide her the ways she wanna step to. 


C.L.T.Y - 1993 April 15
she's one of the most BAD tempered friend i ever met in my life. and she's also one of my closest friend in my life. i often tell myself that's her attitude, her style. i can accept it, so why not just hold tight this friendship? yes, i did it. she owned alot of branded stuffs, expensive materials or whatever those teenagers jealous at, but i knew one thing she's lacking of, a complete family.     i wish i could talk to her dad or mum, but, sounded scary and weird right? i'll just leave it to her then. oh ya, one thing i like about us, our topics is infinity. 

I pray that God will give her strength to face all her challenges in her life. I also pray that God will  soften her parent, aunt, uncle, grandmother, her cousins and all her relatives' heart, let them show more love to each other.



C.L.Y - 1993 August 27
We were once closed before, i forgot it was form 1 or form 2. i knew i always ran to her house before or after school. i love her family, her brothers. her mum is my god-mother. she's one of the perfectionist i knew in my life. most of our topics were foods, and nonsense stuffs. she's the one that keep reminding me the importance of family's love unintentionally. we used to fight in silence, but today, we are babes! i wonder why she can maintain her body weight between 50-60kg even though she always eat like nobody's business. i miss her drawings! im still keeping her drawing "Winx Club vs 5N" beside the wall of my bed!  so basically i will see that drawing whenever i go to my bed. 

i pray that God will keep blessing her family. Pour Your blessings unto her and let her spread your gospel to the people outside there.


H.W.K - 1989 August 18
his the one that brought me to see life in different ways. he brought me to my turning point in my life. he's short, he had a baby face, but he's fast. he thought me alot of principles of life. he's the one that kept remind me to turn my eyes to the Lord. we lost contact after sometime, i wish to get back to him but there is something stopping me, and i knew what is it. i hope he will have a blast in his life. 

i pray that God will keep pouring His blessing towards him. He's your follower. turn his eyes towards you all the time, lead him not into any temptations.


C.K.M - 1988 August 12
he's the one that i can pour out all my feelings to him. one thing i love to be with him, he's a follower of God. he's a good listener, he tuned his crazy level lower after so many complains from others of him being too crazy all the time. and the result was amazing! he knew how to manage his emotional from time to time. i can feel the warmness from him whenever i hug him. he's like my big big brother. Continue serving God, from day to day.

i pray that God will continue bless his family, guide him to bring his family to be your believer. keep his faith on You, and bless him wherever he goes.


T.S.L - 1993 February 8
she's a girl that trying her best to be the best. she's the owner of the ring on my left middle finger. i can feel that she's having quite an amount of pains in her heart, and i couldn't do anything for her. we used to have few "midnight talks" before, but definitely i couldn't have "midnight texts" with her, for sure i will suddenly disappeared > accidentally slept, and she already get used of it. before this, i just couldn't "share" her with others, but i realized we have alot of arguments due to my selfishness, i want her to always stick with me. my faith towards this friendship not enough strong i guess. but after sometime, after a "cold war", we pour out what we feel on my 19th birthday. i told her i seemed like ignoring the problem in us, but i seriously don't know how to do and what to say to her at that period of time. but, everything is done! i promised her that i wont simply think and gain more trust in this friendship. i might don't act like "i so care of her" like last time, but in my heart, the "level" that me still care of her, still remain.

i pray that God will keep Your eyes and blessings upon her and her family. Pray that she will have a breakthrough in her life. guide her through her problems, and heal every physical and mentally pain in her.


S.B.A - 1993 November 4
she's a cheerful girl. our friendship started since our primary school. we used to have a stable relationship since that time. Oh no, we had a big' "fight" when we're in form 1. after that, so so lah~our friendship build up again when we first started our band: Feb 29. we share lots of stuffs,  and i love communicate with her using Chinese. we kept cheering each other up when anyone of us have emotional breakdown. i love our friendship. she's one of the perfectionist i knew. and she loves to be clean! i'll miss her suddenly after she leaved KL for her studies. 

i pray to God that You will protect her when she's not with her family now. show her your love, and guide her in her studies, and help her to manage her time there. 


i thank God that He arranged these precious humans for me. i've learned, quite an amount of lessons during me managing/handling/facing those problems between all these humans. i love all of them. i couldn't imagine how my life would be without them. definitely wouldn't be better! I appreciate.