Thank God.

Hi, Long time no see. :)

It's great to be back with full of joy!

I thank God for his wonderful love, that He placed me at The Studio.
With Jonny, Jennifer, Haz, Krystelle, Feeka, Natalia, and Krishna.
Also with the other clients, and friends that we have met.

I just want to keep filling myself with God's grace and presence.
I wanna influence the people out there with God's love.

Thank God for Your mercy, Your forgiveness, Your Patience upon me.
Truly grateful.

Your Child,
Joanna Koh
 

 

[D] I actually dreamt of you last night.

We actually became couple.

I stunned, what a sweet dream. [D]

Them.

All, not in order. NO ranking here.

J.Y.E.R - 1993 March 5
she's my babe, she's once my wifey. we were so closed before these. i still miss those moments that we spent together till today. i always "stalk" your facebook profile. even though i knew you were in the hospital for a few days, i wanted to give you a little greeting, just to ask "how are you?", but i still din't take any action. Neither me dont know why. I have alot of words for you, alot of life happenings to tell you like how we did before. We even can't wait to meet each other when we knew that we can meet each other on a day. remember "beh beh"? imissyou darling Jo. 

I pray that God will put Your hand in her life, her health, her family, and her friends. she need Your love always. You are our healer, our strength. Guide her the ways she wanna step to. 


C.L.T.Y - 1993 April 15
she's one of the most BAD tempered friend i ever met in my life. and she's also one of my closest friend in my life. i often tell myself that's her attitude, her style. i can accept it, so why not just hold tight this friendship? yes, i did it. she owned alot of branded stuffs, expensive materials or whatever those teenagers jealous at, but i knew one thing she's lacking of, a complete family.     i wish i could talk to her dad or mum, but, sounded scary and weird right? i'll just leave it to her then. oh ya, one thing i like about us, our topics is infinity. 

I pray that God will give her strength to face all her challenges in her life. I also pray that God will  soften her parent, aunt, uncle, grandmother, her cousins and all her relatives' heart, let them show more love to each other.



C.L.Y - 1993 August 27
We were once closed before, i forgot it was form 1 or form 2. i knew i always ran to her house before or after school. i love her family, her brothers. her mum is my god-mother. she's one of the perfectionist i knew in my life. most of our topics were foods, and nonsense stuffs. she's the one that keep reminding me the importance of family's love unintentionally. we used to fight in silence, but today, we are babes! i wonder why she can maintain her body weight between 50-60kg even though she always eat like nobody's business. i miss her drawings! im still keeping her drawing "Winx Club vs 5N" beside the wall of my bed!  so basically i will see that drawing whenever i go to my bed. 

i pray that God will keep blessing her family. Pour Your blessings unto her and let her spread your gospel to the people outside there.


H.W.K - 1989 August 18
his the one that brought me to see life in different ways. he brought me to my turning point in my life. he's short, he had a baby face, but he's fast. he thought me alot of principles of life. he's the one that kept remind me to turn my eyes to the Lord. we lost contact after sometime, i wish to get back to him but there is something stopping me, and i knew what is it. i hope he will have a blast in his life. 

i pray that God will keep pouring His blessing towards him. He's your follower. turn his eyes towards you all the time, lead him not into any temptations.


C.K.M - 1988 August 12
he's the one that i can pour out all my feelings to him. one thing i love to be with him, he's a follower of God. he's a good listener, he tuned his crazy level lower after so many complains from others of him being too crazy all the time. and the result was amazing! he knew how to manage his emotional from time to time. i can feel the warmness from him whenever i hug him. he's like my big big brother. Continue serving God, from day to day.

i pray that God will continue bless his family, guide him to bring his family to be your believer. keep his faith on You, and bless him wherever he goes.


T.S.L - 1993 February 8
she's a girl that trying her best to be the best. she's the owner of the ring on my left middle finger. i can feel that she's having quite an amount of pains in her heart, and i couldn't do anything for her. we used to have few "midnight talks" before, but definitely i couldn't have "midnight texts" with her, for sure i will suddenly disappeared > accidentally slept, and she already get used of it. before this, i just couldn't "share" her with others, but i realized we have alot of arguments due to my selfishness, i want her to always stick with me. my faith towards this friendship not enough strong i guess. but after sometime, after a "cold war", we pour out what we feel on my 19th birthday. i told her i seemed like ignoring the problem in us, but i seriously don't know how to do and what to say to her at that period of time. but, everything is done! i promised her that i wont simply think and gain more trust in this friendship. i might don't act like "i so care of her" like last time, but in my heart, the "level" that me still care of her, still remain.

i pray that God will keep Your eyes and blessings upon her and her family. Pray that she will have a breakthrough in her life. guide her through her problems, and heal every physical and mentally pain in her.


S.B.A - 1993 November 4
she's a cheerful girl. our friendship started since our primary school. we used to have a stable relationship since that time. Oh no, we had a big' "fight" when we're in form 1. after that, so so lah~our friendship build up again when we first started our band: Feb 29. we share lots of stuffs,  and i love communicate with her using Chinese. we kept cheering each other up when anyone of us have emotional breakdown. i love our friendship. she's one of the perfectionist i knew. and she loves to be clean! i'll miss her suddenly after she leaved KL for her studies. 

i pray to God that You will protect her when she's not with her family now. show her your love, and guide her in her studies, and help her to manage her time there. 


i thank God that He arranged these precious humans for me. i've learned, quite an amount of lessons during me managing/handling/facing those problems between all these humans. i love all of them. i couldn't imagine how my life would be without them. definitely wouldn't be better! I appreciate.  

WIill be at my tumblr! Do check it out! :)

http://joakse.tumblr.com/


Love,
Joanna Koh

nah. lots of car shots nowadays. teehee.



I WON'T say SORRY for not updating my blog for weeks!
nah, because i really lazy, and its hard to express it using ENGLISH Lahh!!



just updating just the sick of updating. :D
see ya aliens!
my fb! its public again!
and if you knew chinese, can go visit my another blog..
Click >> 思恩。貝貝



Lots of things channged nowadays.
yea, sometimes its hard to accept but i still need to and i did it!
woots! i'll reach my dream one day.



He is always here.
and little boy also always here.



love,
joanna koh

weather in Raub, Pahang. :)


its been a long time i dint update my english blog.
i left this behind.. :(


Pencil: I'm sorry Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong. Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.

"All my life, I've been the pencil.. And it pains me to see the eraser that is my parents getting smaller and smaller each day. For I know that one day, all that I'm left with would be eraser shavings and memories of what I used to have..." This is to all the parents out there...


is touched.


love,
joanna koh

working look! Office Lady. ")


oh hey i locked certain parts of my facebook due to some reasons.
i'll try to update my status here. :)



as usual, working in business now..
and im glad to say that i've learnt tons! ")


there are someone supporting me always.
thx uncle Thomas!
and i met his son, Eric! :)
but im not interested on him. woots! XD




i need to really train my patience on this.
need to accept dad's temper.
oh gosh, its really hard.



i dont wanna get piss off one day.
i mean the real piss off, just pray for me. :D




someone wants a tattoo!
opps, NOWAY! :X




if you dare, show the real you.
actually im kinda piss that you lied and put the wrong on me.
but, so what? thats the past.
just dont do it again.




why there are 3 now?
three persons done the same thing wei.
i thought is abnormal, but it seems like a normal thing. :(



i dont wanna be the targeted one! :(




love,
joanna koh.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
2011, YEAH! :)

enjoyed those moments with you guys and girls..
new beginning, here we go! :)



love them, love her, love him..
love HIM! :D




ciaoz,
joanna koh!

good news and bad news here... :X


my limited edition sony erricsson w980 had been crashed! :(
okay i really love my phone, but at last...
haiy...
YOU're still my baby! im proud of YOU! :D



*a car crossed onto my phone and my inner screen damaged. :(



its really extreamy scary to tell my dad bout this..
he'll wack me i thought..
but at last, i told him, he dint wack me, dint even scold me..
and he did promise me to buy a new one for me.. :)

thx God for it! He worked! He listened our prayers!

yesterday, 28 Dec 2010, i got my new phone..
which is Nokia 5530..
alright, its nice, i love it! :D



really thx for boon for helping me really lots! :D
i appreciate it!
he helped me to buy, he took it for me, and he sent it to my doorstep!
how touched! TT




and you know what?
today my dad told me that he wanna get me an iPhone 3months later..
oh gosh, i dont know whether is true or not..

but i still havent have enough date with my Nokia 5530 yet!! TT

*im not SHOW-OFF-ing.
just expressing my feelings.. :P



i wont let myself to repeat the same mistake again!
no losting my phone again!




love,
joanna koh. :)

side to side, side side to side..
back to life, back back to life..
eyes eyes eyes, eyes eyes eye..

now now now, now now now now..
down down down, down down down down..



HAHAHAHAHA! :D


check this out! :D


Mr. T / Expert
Chuck Norris / Expert
Bruce Lee / Expert
Bruce Willis / Expert
Betty White / Expert
Al Pacino / Expert
Tinky Winky...............Expert

Jack Bauer / Expert
Jackie Chan / Expert
Darth Vader / Expert
Peter Pan / Expert
Genghis Khan / Expert
Batman / Expert
THE LOLLIPOP GUIIIIIIIIILD / Ya know, I have to tell ya...expert





im waiting for your call. :)


wanna watch Rapunzel!!
desperately!! :D



love,
joanna koh.

i love to be in family!!!
yea i love you!! :)



ciaoz..



i love him? yea i love him...
i'll feel so good if im not over.. :)



dont kacau me dii laa!!! TT
pleaseeeee.. TT



loveeee,
joanna koh! :)

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today




I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there



I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you




Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this




Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back




If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away



It's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

Christina Aguilera - Hurt

So let it rain,
Let it pour away,
We wont come down,
Until we hit the ground and pass out!

i miss theresa susanti chan zhao ying! :)
alright she's so special and irreplaceable!!
i love her! :)



alright and too joanna yeong ean rou! :)
she's my dearest babe, irreplaceable!!
i love her! :)





love,
joanna koh. :D

here's me! :)



oh hey im like so happy now, because NO MORE SEHARAH!
oh yeah! :)



listening TVXQ's 'On & On'.
i missed them, i want the FIVE back.
is TVXQ, not JYJ!



love love love?
sorry ah, i dont really wanna care bout that dii.



just balance it, everything will be alright. :)
Love you! :)



im being blessed here, no worries!
take care!



love,
joanna koh.

JYJ - Still In Love.

I love him. :)
too much 'second chances'.

I’m still in love still in love but
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love

im alright! study!!! hehehe. :)




love,
joanna koh.

sorry i did it wrong, i mean yesterday.
shouldn't be so emo, just simply thinking.
dont feel any offense huh.
i dont meant that, especially that 'replacement'.
goodness! why i wrote that!!



sorry sorry, hehe.
i'll do what i promised kay?
take care!
see you soon! :)



love,
joanna koh.

i wanna make it clear.
really clear, i lost something.




damn, feeling so bad right now.
what should i do right now?
suddenly feel like slapping myself.
feel that wanna have a long long walk.




felt myself so PERASAN!
ish!
hate this feeling!



ANTI SELF-CENTERED!




joanna koh.

hope to be like this everyday, everytime.



speechless.....




sort of, sad.
am i really that dangerous?
im not that kind of person!



but nevermind, you will get it one day.
im gald that you will choose to be with me when you need someone.
although just a 'replacement', its alright.




its hard to be positive all the while, honestly.
BUT I NEED!
what to do?! i cant be so selfish!



just let it be, pass it to God.
He will always be my side.




love,
joanna koh.

memories. loves. :)
1st time used so MUCH money on that. :D



im leaving. leaving. LALALALA. :)


i love them.
hehehehe. :D


SPM! after that hows our relationship?
hope to keep in touch always. :(



i missed those time im with jeremiiee RT and kenneth CKC. :X
ouchhhh!!




love,
joanna koh.

i'll EAT YOU UP!
I WANNA TAKE YOU TO, MY ROOM. ;D

When I first saw you I knew nothing's like it used to be
Boy you have got to be the finest thing in history
The way I feel inside is just so hard to understand
You'd be my appetite in ways I can't explain



I'll eat you up
So yum yum
Can't get enough
I think I'm in love


If you move any closer boy there is no guarantee
What I will do to you I fear it and it's scaring me
Like I've become some kind of demon in the night
You look so tasty and I could eat you up alive


Can't stop thinking 'bout all the things I wanna do to you
If you move any closer you'd be asking for it too
I want your love
I need your touch
So much I think I'm in love



com' on! XD
yes you're the one my dear. :)





love,
joanna koh.

actually i dont emo.
but looks like im emo.
oh goodness what am i saying. :X



ya know? just a little cares from him, its just enough to make my day.
but now im afraid to accept his cares, i want it more and more!
and at last, i hurt myself.



i cried because of this, i deleted him.
but at last, he's back.
why we just can act like nothing happened before huh?



im not falling in love though.
its just the warmness are tempting me.



joanna koh see en! what are you doing here!
i feel myself damn stupid right now.
i cant control! i cant pull my mind off!
gosh!



haiy, ok, its enough to release my temper.
time flies, no time to be at here dii.



thx childish boy Channin Goh!
love this:
Dear heart, fall in love only when you're ready, not when you're lonely.



yea i love him, i do love him.
its not that easy to love.



and i missed the other him.
can we meet? huh?




love,
joanna koh.

SAKAI GIRL!


turing the drumstick.
laughing like nobody's business.


HEHEHEHEHE.


thx to childish boy! :)



SAKAI GIRL!

love,
joanna koh.

today is the day!!
we'll be performing laterrrr. :)


need to be prepared. show out our best!
oh yes!



SD Band!

♥HWK♥JCKM♥LWS♥JKSE♥


the others four, we're waiting for you! :)



im afraid seeing you hurt. :(



love,
joanna koh.

so what? im me! :)



oh ya, lots of memories there. and im happy with it!
im doing the right things and im proud of it. :)



just loving the two boys, the two that i really admire lots!
that im willing to help and share with!
my smiles and tears, caused of them. XD




i wont put too much attention on them and leave the others behind.
i'll balance it. :)



my life isn't miserable!
im thanking everyone that support and leave me.
i learned from there! :)



what bout my friends in my class and school?
just go on, no matter what i have God in my heart.
no offense, but accept! :)
they're still my friend. :)



gotta sleep! brush my teeth and go to bed! :D
he teaches me to brush at night! hehehehe.




love,
joanna koh.

spent rm20++ on my lunch today! :(
but i enjoyed eating with suii. :)
thx!



some results are out! :X
need to be improve again. :)
i knew i can do it! :)
joanna GO GO GO! :)




enjoyed our band practice today also!
they're fun! laughed lots! :)
loves so muchhieee. :)




am i that dangerous? XD




love,
joanna koh.

baby baby baby uhhhhhhhh.
RANDOM! :)



i love him! i love him! i do love him!
:)



yesterday. today. happy. :)
joanna go go go!!



love Bible study. sharing. :)
waiting for laters event. :)


hehehehehehehe.


you two are different. :)



love,
joanna koh.

oh hey, im an alarm clock today! :)
gave someone a morning call. hoho! :)
this is not the 1st time, but i appreciate! :)



nic's night message so sweeeet! :P
just text me 'good night' before you sleep, i love it! :)
i can feel the warmness. hehe. :)



started to do my own revision, its fun honestly. :)
someone is willing to teach me. woohoo! :)
thx much! :)



such a time i dint give someone my hugs. :(
feel so empty, cause hugs will represent my loveeee. :)
but i dint manage work it now. :(




enjoyed yesterday! :)
but tired! :(



someone passed away and may Lord bless him!
Rest In Peace. :)



im trying my best to list down my learning everyday! :)
good habit! :)



nights! im waiting for you. :)



i want you! hoho! :)

if you feel annoyed right, then just tell me.
you still shouldn't put your temper on me right? :)

love,
joanna koh.

Ku mahu cinta Yesus selamanya.
Meskipun badai silih berganti dalam hidupku.
Ku tetap cinta Yesus selamanya.



Ya Bapa, Bapa,
Ini aku anakmu,
Layakanlah seluruh hidupku.

Ya Bapa, Bapa,
Ini aku anakmu,
Pakailah sesuai dengan rencanamu.

thx nic for his help! ")
glad to be back with my lappy. ")
HOORAY! "D



graphic card damaged, so i cant do whatever i want dii. :(
it will shut down automatically. :(
haiy, just appreciate what i have now. :)


i still got my netbook! ^^



wanted to workout with kiat for a concert.
but i refuse? <--- temporary
i choose not to promise if i cant fully involve into that. ")
must be responsible joanna!
teehee. ♥




mood doesn't swing much!
HOORAY! ")
i can control wei. ") <--- hope so?



actually its just three(3), but i added to be four(4)?
hmm, three better! ^^
i dont want you to be with them. ") <--- wow!



trial! after that i need to study, revision, books!
then SPM! <--- oh gosh.



accounts! :(
feel bad, no confident! :(
help me. :(



next sunday! meet with the co-leader hooi!
make sure im done! ")
HEY!!!!!!!




im as precious as the child of God! ")



love,
joanna koh.

heyy haa. at sunway medical centre right now. :)
daddy will be discharged later. ")



played with emotional again. :x
hmm actually i dont wish to but i did. :x
failed to carry the pressure and i cried. :x



need to be back right now!


ciaozzz.



love,
joanna koh. ")

well, i need to say thank you to my darling and seiye.

jerah and kiat. ")

thay really support me alot. ")

i saw it wei! "P

anyway, thx to you.

thx to believe me that i know what im doing. :)

muacksss. "D

i know what im doing? yea i should! ")

although i missed my practice yesterday, but he told me what's happening. ")

and another one asked me hows meeting yesterday! ")

thx for those caring yea. appreciate! ")

i gained something yesterday, its hard to find someone that can really talk like what we've did yesterday night. "D

thx to jeremy chew, danny chen and samantha sia! ")

danny really pushes me lots on my drums. well, that time, i did it! ")

but i've stopped it after i THOUGHT that im done. :(

as he said, music way is not as easy as what we thought.

we really need to put MUCH MUCH effort in it to survive in music industry.

jeremy and me struggling what can we do in future life. ")

and how to take the 1st step?! :)

i think he has his aim after yesterday's talk?! ")

he has three months to boost up his guitar skills! ")

support you! "D

samantha also struggles her work nowadays, but as she said, every morning new strength comes!

need to take the challenge again!

we cant just stay there after we fell. ")

nothing is impossible if we really put our effort in it!

support me! yay! "D

thx everyone. your advices much appreciated! ♥

love,

joanna koh.

yay! tomorrow dinner with my jun. :)

MAYBE? :x

long time no see, and he's finally back! :)

i do miss him lotss! :)

hmm, maybe italiano food again?!:)

or stick? hahahaha. :P

tonight gonna meet some of my church friends for a talk! :)

im glad i've been invited. "D

gonna miss my band practice later. :(

but nevermind, i'll be back to share with you guys. :)

MAYBE? :x

hey haa im in love with electric guitar and bass guitar's sound again!

it's nice! perfect match with my drums. ")

i'll married a bassist most probably! teehee ")

Drums + Bass Guitar = Husband + Wife. :P

i miss to be a child! phewww so childish! :D

LALA.. LALA.. LALA.. LALA...

twinkle twinkle little star, how i wonder what you are.

up above the world so high, like a diamond in the sky.

twinkle twinkle little star, how i wonder what you are. ")

life goes on. hey haa! "D

love you! ♥

Cheers! :P

loveeeeeee,

joanna koh.

im not the ordinary girl that you thought! :)

love,

joanna koh

Joanna on DRUMS. =)

ok. the 1st day was passed. :)

suffered abit nii, but everything was alright. :)

at least i dont commit suicide. :x

still got lots of '1 day' to go.

joanna need to be stronger! :)

my lappy was alright! thx to nic. :)

give you a flying kiss. ^^

CHEERS jo!

love,

joanna koh.

Current Satisfaction

OR

Real Satisfaction?

joanna again, doing the most revision nowadays. :'(

tired. :(

design and design and design.

tired. :(

love design but dislike to design by myself too much!

lack of ideas. :(

joanna go go go!

Music, my path!

DRUMMER, part of my life!

moving forward to professionals.

photographing, hehe. ^^

put God FIRST.

Jeson Ma - Love

Now Hollywood wants to make you think they know what love is.
But I'ma tell you what true love is.
Love is not what you see in the movies.
Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene.
you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice.
Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself.
Love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love.
Love is when you lay down your life for another.
Whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister.
Its even laying down your life for your enemies,
That's unthinkable, but think about that.
Love is true.
Think.


I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love


Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast.
It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres.
Love never fails. Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time.
Love is the only thing that will last when you die.
But ask the question why? Do you have love?



There is no greater love than this, than he who lays down his life for his friends.
Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends?
You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother,
your father, or your best friends.
But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?
I'm going to tell you who did that.


The definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love.
The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow.
Hanging on a cross for your sin my sins.
That is love He died for you and me while we still hated Him.
That is love. God is true love.


And if you don't know this love,
Now is the time to know, PERFECT LOVE.

love,

joanna koh

Hey ya I'm using blackberry writing this article. :)
I'm like so awkward using this. Hehe. :)

So oh yea, I know I'm kinda emo nowadays. But FYI everythings alright after awhile.
I'm still joanna. :)


Yea we're having exam nowadays. And I don't really take it serious. :(
I need some help then. Who can help me? TT



Miss to be a young LADY like few days past. XD
That's another joanna! Hehe. :P



I'm waiting CHEN MENG JUN to be back on early of October! Missed him! :)
Italiano Food yeah! :)



And so Nick's Xbox 360!! I want to play!!
He promised to lend me after my SPM.. Hehe. Remember your promised ya! :P


Ciaoz!



Love,
Joanna Koh.

SD BAND

Lee Zjun Fei

Joseph Chan Kwan Ming

Hooi Weng Kiat

Kuik Yee Ann

Low Wei Shen

Kuik Yee Chin

Joanna Koh See En

Nikki Lim Yuan Ni

DEEP IN YOUR HEART!

JUST DO IT!

WORK IT OUT!

love,
joanna koh.

JOANNA KOH SEE EN.



starting to in love with digital-ly music. =)
Wang Lee Hom - Do You Love Me!



something like Timberland - The Way I Are.



i'd done a big mistake today, thx to kiat for reminding me.
at first emotion goes down, but when i think deeply, everythings okay!




im a mummy today! teehee ♥
i miss those memories when im young. =)
thx to him!




im gonna be so tired after tomorrow, be ready joanna!

i love them.
i love him.



love,
joanna koh.

what goes up must come down.

love,
joanna koh

married. !

i missss him so much !!

i miss his voice. TT

i feel like wanna cry! cry! and cry! but no tears comes out.

suffer. i wanna quarrel with him! yes! now!

oh gosh. my English dropped again. i dont even know how to express my feelings in English. TT

by,

joanna koh

she's escaping again.

lost again.

yea she's happy.

but once she cant reach what she wants,

she'll escape.

no one knows. and shouldn't too !

she's glad to have him(them).

sometimes its really hard to do something correct.

but she needs to do it.

she needs loves and cares.

and sure, God gave her.

and she wished to love one another too !!

loves,

she - joanna.

...

i wish once i open my eyes and check my phone,

i'll saw your message..

i dont aspect more, i dont.

but i know i shouldn't, so,

joanna, stop fooling with this!

just a 'night message',

just enough.

love,

joanna koh.

...

deleted something from this blog cause i know i shouldn't did that.

it wont help if i post that.

yea its enough, i shouldn't get frustrated again
just do my best for my future but not wasting my time here thinking those stupid stuffs.

i just dont like to see those fake smiles from you, tired.

do my best to get out from your life.



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i lost my aim, i dont feel good whatever i do.
so aimless, i need them ! T.T



music is a tough way i admit, and im so lazy i admit too.
i dont even put half of my effort in it. gosh =(




i learned to be different me in different situation.
i cant use my own way to help the others.
i need to be a listener, it helps.
no matter what, thanksgiving whatever happens.

i enjoyed those day with you boy, thx for being my friend.
i'll get the right result if im doing the right things =)
trust me.

i love me, him and her.
i need to be positive!
im a child of God =)



if i show my temper on you, maybe im too tired.
sorry if i stopped understanding you. hehe ^^

im not a good girl i knew. but im learning to be.

love,
joanna koh.

joanna joanna joanna !

she's very blessed all the time. enjoyed her days everyday =)

you must be stronger than yesterday !

support you ! =D

he made my day happy ! thx ^^

dont compare you with the others !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ya cheryl ^^

love,

joanna

babes.

30th JUNE 2010.

BIG APPLE !

PLAYGROUND !

memories in our mind =)

loves ♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

joanna koh !