Current Satisfaction

OR

Real Satisfaction?

joanna again, doing the most revision nowadays. :'(

tired. :(

design and design and design.

tired. :(

love design but dislike to design by myself too much!

lack of ideas. :(

joanna go go go!

Music, my path!

DRUMMER, part of my life!

moving forward to professionals.

photographing, hehe. ^^

put God FIRST.

Jeson Ma - Love

Now Hollywood wants to make you think they know what love is.
But I'ma tell you what true love is.
Love is not what you see in the movies.
Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene.
you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice.
Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself.
Love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love.
Love is when you lay down your life for another.
Whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister.
Its even laying down your life for your enemies,
That's unthinkable, but think about that.
Love is true.
Think.


I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love


Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast.
It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres.
Love never fails. Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time.
Love is the only thing that will last when you die.
But ask the question why? Do you have love?



There is no greater love than this, than he who lays down his life for his friends.
Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends?
You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother,
your father, or your best friends.
But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?
I'm going to tell you who did that.


The definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love.
The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow.
Hanging on a cross for your sin my sins.
That is love He died for you and me while we still hated Him.
That is love. God is true love.


And if you don't know this love,
Now is the time to know, PERFECT LOVE.

love,

joanna koh

Hey ya I'm using blackberry writing this article. :)
I'm like so awkward using this. Hehe. :)

So oh yea, I know I'm kinda emo nowadays. But FYI everythings alright after awhile.
I'm still joanna. :)


Yea we're having exam nowadays. And I don't really take it serious. :(
I need some help then. Who can help me? TT



Miss to be a young LADY like few days past. XD
That's another joanna! Hehe. :P



I'm waiting CHEN MENG JUN to be back on early of October! Missed him! :)
Italiano Food yeah! :)



And so Nick's Xbox 360!! I want to play!!
He promised to lend me after my SPM.. Hehe. Remember your promised ya! :P


Ciaoz!



Love,
Joanna Koh.

SD BAND

Lee Zjun Fei

Joseph Chan Kwan Ming

Hooi Weng Kiat

Kuik Yee Ann

Low Wei Shen

Kuik Yee Chin

Joanna Koh See En

Nikki Lim Yuan Ni

DEEP IN YOUR HEART!

JUST DO IT!

WORK IT OUT!

love,
joanna koh.

JOANNA KOH SEE EN.



starting to in love with digital-ly music. =)
Wang Lee Hom - Do You Love Me!



something like Timberland - The Way I Are.



i'd done a big mistake today, thx to kiat for reminding me.
at first emotion goes down, but when i think deeply, everythings okay!




im a mummy today! teehee ♥
i miss those memories when im young. =)
thx to him!




im gonna be so tired after tomorrow, be ready joanna!

i love them.
i love him.



love,
joanna koh.

what goes up must come down.

love,
joanna koh

married. !

i missss him so much !!

i miss his voice. TT

i feel like wanna cry! cry! and cry! but no tears comes out.

suffer. i wanna quarrel with him! yes! now!

oh gosh. my English dropped again. i dont even know how to express my feelings in English. TT

by,

joanna koh

she's escaping again.

lost again.

yea she's happy.

but once she cant reach what she wants,

she'll escape.

no one knows. and shouldn't too !

she's glad to have him(them).

sometimes its really hard to do something correct.

but she needs to do it.

she needs loves and cares.

and sure, God gave her.

and she wished to love one another too !!

loves,

she - joanna.

...

i wish once i open my eyes and check my phone,

i'll saw your message..

i dont aspect more, i dont.

but i know i shouldn't, so,

joanna, stop fooling with this!

just a 'night message',

just enough.

love,

joanna koh.

...

deleted something from this blog cause i know i shouldn't did that.

it wont help if i post that.

yea its enough, i shouldn't get frustrated again
just do my best for my future but not wasting my time here thinking those stupid stuffs.

i just dont like to see those fake smiles from you, tired.

do my best to get out from your life.



=============




i lost my aim, i dont feel good whatever i do.
so aimless, i need them ! T.T



music is a tough way i admit, and im so lazy i admit too.
i dont even put half of my effort in it. gosh =(




i learned to be different me in different situation.
i cant use my own way to help the others.
i need to be a listener, it helps.
no matter what, thanksgiving whatever happens.

i enjoyed those day with you boy, thx for being my friend.
i'll get the right result if im doing the right things =)
trust me.

i love me, him and her.
i need to be positive!
im a child of God =)



if i show my temper on you, maybe im too tired.
sorry if i stopped understanding you. hehe ^^

im not a good girl i knew. but im learning to be.

love,
joanna koh.

joanna joanna joanna !

she's very blessed all the time. enjoyed her days everyday =)

you must be stronger than yesterday !

support you ! =D

he made my day happy ! thx ^^

dont compare you with the others !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ya cheryl ^^

love,

joanna

babes.

30th JUNE 2010.

BIG APPLE !

PLAYGROUND !

memories in our mind =)

loves ♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

joanna koh !

im glad to knew him =)

my lp =D

love him ? hmm ?

adeline J, cecilia L, joanna Y.

my 3 precious gifts from God =)

appreciate.

found job ! thx seiye wk =)

CL, SL, LY, SA

im still joanna !

great experience with HC !

wooo... =P

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

joanna koh =D

i am who i am.

yea i apologized if i made you uncomfortable.

but i just wanna say that I AM WHO I AM.

everybody has their good and bad.

whatever la, i know im lazy or stupid or what, if you cant stand,

nevermind, i dont expect more, i dont hope this last year we'll have any big matter dii.

you knew that i appreciate you all much, as i know you will too. (right?)

if everybody was not comfortable with me, yea thats my problem i'll admit.

and i'll DO MY BEST to 'repair' it.

so, wanna give me time or not, you decide.

im very sorry IF you feel yourself so stupid to be friend with me,(i said 'IF')

but i know i wont let go so easily. until that day you really fed up and really lazy to bother me,

i'll leave, seriously.

i really thanksgiving for trying to make yourself enduring my attitude.

really thank you. i'll take a really deep think.

thank you.

my english is broken, very broken.

whatever grammar also use wrong dii, but this is the way i communicate with you.

IM IMPROVING.

to really say that, i do love him. i do.

joanna

they quarrelled =(
part of it is because of me =((



i felt so weird
i must settle this down, Lord, help me please



i love biting !! *RAWR
weeeeeee ♥



i miss spending time with you ^^



love,
joanna

weeee

im happy !

thx for making me happy !

=D

i love you.

p/s:

she told him that she agreed !

woooo ! =D

one week contract ah dear =]

T.H.A.N.K.S.G.I.V.I.N.G

love,

joanna koh

oh yea, im just back from cadet police camp =D

its fun !! it help me lots too =)

and im hurt-ed while playing ‘paintball’ =(

seriously pain =( three huge ‘blue black’ on my thighs =((

im in guitar and drum now ^^

yea, practicing and practicing wee

although i've stopped my class but i still need to continue my pratice

joanna koh ! i knew that you can do it ! oh yes !

p/s:

thx to lynn yen for accompany me those 3days

and also to my dear, azamuddin =)

zam, remember your promise !

im waiting for your answer =D

pp/ss:

i can feel the warmness fron you again ^^

i love you =D

love,

joanna koh

im learning now

promise, i wont ever give up !!

if i cant fulfill my promises,

it means that im lying.

so, i'll fulfill what i've promised

i'll pray so hard and i knew that God will guide me through all my journey.

i really appreciate it !

thx again to weng kiat and joseph that really accompany me all the time.

and too my 4 buddies in school ! =D

love,

joanna koh

i miss my beloved one badly =(
tomi please control your sex life.






im waiting for the MTV SATGE 2010's tix =D

Lord, please give me a chance to win it !





i love you,
i love you,
i love you,
and,
i love you.

by,
joanna koh

weeewoooooo =)

im going to camp soonnnn =)

and will be overnight at someone's house...

weeeeehoooo =DD

i dint go camp for a longgggg time.

and now im sooo excited !! =DD

i'll miss TOKIO HOTEL and TVXQ

=DDD

i miss you tomi =D

love,

joanna

awwwwwww =D

why my life is just so fulled of the J's and K's ?

but i love it. awwwww =D

hey im back !! tell me that you misses me =)

erm yea had a great great day yesterday C=

suddenly i miss my five one

as they are

CLY, CLPS, SA & TSL

wee, sorry la girls i know im being random here =D

this is the last year for us,

i dont know after 2ndary school we'll spend our time like how we did now or not

so you girls know how i appreciate you all =D

touch leh touch leh, give me tom la !! xD

and so, i miss my married, big head ! =D

joanna koh here =]

i miss my beloved one

Tom Kaulitz
and too my Bill Kaulitz

=D

joanna koh

wants his smile

wants his laugh

wants his wink

wants his guitars

wants his love

wants his hair

wants his sandwich

wants his cute

wants his naughty

wants his flirty

wants his concentrate

wants his shirt

wants his pants

wants his caps

wants his bed

wants his pillows

wants his shoes

wants his voice

wants him to sing
*bahle bahle bahle bahle bah bah*



wants his brother !



joanna koh =D

make some noise !!

=D


tom tom tom !!
bill bill bill !!

and


2G's ! =D



love love love,
joanna koh =D

a teacher. a student.
i dont know what i've did wrong seriously.
she just scolded me just the sick of venting ?!
yea im damn seriously pain.




is already a week. no meeting each other.
no contacting each other.
damn, i dislike this situation, but what can i do huh ?!




there goes, here comes.
lost and found. hard to take it, tired dii =(



however, still need to thanksgiving for all.
take it positively. it will be okay.



i miss my baobei =(
the white one, the myvi, the baobei =(




by,
joanna koh.

i'm his honey,
he's my baby.

♥ much baby =D



joanna here !
cakkkk ! =D

miss me then tell me la !

=D

sweet couples ♥


had great day with my darling cecilia
feelings back.. oh gosh.. but i know im happy.. weehoo ♥



he's still here, i think ?!
=(



love,
joanna

fiuu vitttt =D


thx God that you're happy !
weehoooo ♥♥


thx God that we're cared !
heehaaaa ♥♥


thx God that we're successful !
geeyeeee ♥♥


thx God that we're loved !
reefeeee ♥♥


thx God that we're laughing !
gaahaaaa ♥♥


thx God that you're here !
juuwoooo ♥♥


thx God that we're playful !
xiiliiii ♥♥


thx God that i love you !
teehee ♥



thx God that IM JOANNA KOH SEE EN !
weehaaaa ♥

teehee ♥


i love you.

wee~ hee~ haa !!

joanna =)

yea i dont like it =(

i dont like those feeling honestly.. it hurts me, do really hurts.



yea i try to let myself not to care bout it so much, but is really hard. you just been missing in a blink of eye.
how could you ?!


im thinking and thinking all along the days, and my heart cut piece by piece..
how i wish i dont ?!



yea a triangle, is just me and him, and where are you huh ?!
where is my third one ?!



come back my dear, please, i miss you.

my post damn emo.
gosh but after wrote it down my feeling is getting better now =)
so, no worries ya
need to ready for my drum class ! heehoo !




tomorrow we gonna meet, give me a good explanation !
if not... hmmmppp ! angryyyyy

your love,
joanna.

hey ha !

this will be my bookmark ♥







im addicted drawing this =D ♥

however, saw something fun, felt stupid for her seriously.
just like so childish and... erm, i choose to keep it ! xD


ps : not you ah dont simply think xD


maybe i've did it wrongly ? but at least i knew what am i doing.
hey girl, please dont do those stupid stuffs, he wont be attracted =D
keep that feeling. hehe =P



should not be so emo, must define it, aha !



i miss him ♥
teehee ♥



not you not you !!
blah ! xD





joanna joanna and koh see en !
teehee ♥

me and you.

is you boy=D
i love you.


wont let you go anymore, not ever.
hold tight hold tight xD

gimme back what i want !
alah, joking nii =D



then how 'bout baby ?!
MUAHAHAHAHA



joanna joanna joanna.

ALICE IN WONDERLAND.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA


watched that movie and was great =)

video.
the car. WPQ 86
the humans. HWK , MJ , KM


i love them.

i love him.

love,
joanna.

baby !

I LOVE MY BABY !





omg omg =D
gimme that gimme that xD



love,
joanna

oh ha !

my baby jii kayy he coupled !
gao gao des eh =D

joanna is still in a happy condition, no worries ya !


love,
joanna

'she gave me all the things i want
made me love her so much.'


dont say that you love her if you told me this.



i'm sure you'll regret one day =)
and i'll smile at you and walk away.



you knew that this is for you right ?
yea you knew it boy.



joanna

A.B.C.D.E.F !

okay
i dont know whats happening there.


btw !
i dont wanna care anymore !
what the heck.
i cant be patient to you anymore !


once again and again you did that.
sorry that im so frust.
i wont ever, i promise i wont ever care bout it again.


is enough.
i should cut it of !
damn !


just do it !
go ahead.

for you.

something happened..
sorry to say that but i cant make it...


i know you saw this..
just let it be kay ?




joanna.

weeheee~

i know you love me.


and so..


i love you too ! =D



something can be stepped over but something cant.
Jung and Kim.. Yun and Je.. Ho and Jung..


cant let it go.. =)



love,
joanna

sons and daughters.

m.a.x.w.e.l.l

x.a.v.i.e.r

v.a.n.e.s.s.a

v.a.l.e.n.c.i.a

w.a.n.n.a

h.a.n.g

o.u.t !!

oh gosh o.O

genre's of music.

can anyone tell me whats the difference of

TRANCE and TECHNO ?!

oh gosh ! o.O

i love you.

just found that,
lots of connections between me and you.


not just only from the 1st time we talk
but the 1st time we met at there.

30th NOV 2008

until now
and will keep going on.



i know,
although we dint met at that place
we'll meet at another place.



because that's God's plan,
I'LL MEET YOU NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE.
=)




we done lots of stuffs together,
we spent our time together,
we laughed together,
we joked together,
we had fun together,
and ETC.


=D


dont wanna lose the relationship with you,
just keep continue and continue.


thats one of my wish
=P


LOVE meant lots,
and you know whats my love meant to you
=D



i love you.



love,
joanna

oh yeah~

laaaaalaaaalaaaa
dont know whats happening =D
just feel happy today
and i want this feeling continue all along the days..
Amen !


{ i want you to know, you belong in my life
i love the hope, i see in your eyes
for you i would fly, at least i would try
for you i'll take, the last flight out }

im listening this song right now
is sweet for me
sing it to me la baby =D



not a word can describe our relationship
and i know is pointless to describe it
just wanna say
i'll always be with you, i wont leave you there alone.




lots of images flying in my mind now
this article meant to certain peoples but not just A PERSON
=P




feel very free when im with you(all)
dont wanna leave dii
forever, i want it forever =D
tell me that im not dreaming xD



im joanna
forever joanna
nothing can change me to be NOT JOANNA.
=)


yea, i love him.



love,
joanna.

reformat-ed my com,
thx boy =)
really became smoother ><


my wonderful monday morning is damaged
damn frustrated..
something happened and im super scary that moment
i dosent know what means POSITIVE at that little moment
okay i know is scary
thx God im alright now =)



nothing much but just wanna say
i'll do my best to be positive !
demons cant attack me !
huuuuhaaaaaaaaa ! xD



ciaoz !



love,
joanna