He cares. He loves.
I, belong to Him.
Nothing is greater than Him.
Loves! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Saturday, May 30, 2009

IM BACK !!



joanna. jump !!
jump like dis !!
hahaha

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yeahhhhhhhhhhh

joanna. is back !!

back from where ??

from
SUNWAY MEDICAL CENTRE

why??

because operation at ear

why ??
( again ?! )

because too much shit in my ear !!
muahahahahaa

is pain you know ??

like a stone !!

so suffer at hospital for 3 dayz

cause so bored !!

at the bed the whole time ==

dont want go there again dii XD

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planing
planing
planing

planing for barbecue gathering !!

wanna go ??

contact me !!

muahahahaha

miss the venue we have the barbecue gathering =]

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bla bla bla

oh ya !!

NIGHT IN THE MUSEUM 2 is nice to watch !!

yesterday just watch with
wengie, MeLL and joee =]

just after i went back from hospital !!
din even step to my house !!

then straight away go watch movie dii XD

so funny !!

im laughing and laughing till cant stop !!

go and watch !! =P

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Amen !!

all be blessed !!

i love you !!

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loves !! =]

Sunday, May 24, 2009


obviously im emo-ing now
i cant think too much
but i HAVE !!

tell me why
tell me how
tell me what should i do

pray ?
read Bible ?
talk to God ?
i've did that !!

so ?
want distance ?
damn it !!

this mood is just for a moment
i'll be okay soon I HOPE

i really dont know what to do
im just a little too not over you

=END=

Saturday, May 23, 2009

balloon

miss this =]

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get it ??

joanna. really least online dii =))

but din follow timetable also XD

coz everytime went out

not at house

cant follow what i set =//

now like kinda get use to eat with wengie

lunch , dinner .

mummy din cook

so go out eat

eat with who ??

only wengie lor =DD

he need me accompany him to eat also XD

hahahaha
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ytdy juz went to JULI's birthday party =]

very fun

eat steamboat at house with aircond

den pray together

felt so bleesed !!

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holiday will be super buzy

especially the 2nd week

all camping =]

luckily wk holiday also

if not do what also no transport =D

thx leng luiii gor XDD

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now kinda fun =]

wk will find me go out anytime =D

but too bad

he nobody accompany him only find me >.<

but at least he remember me XD

dont want distance !!

muahahaha

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MYVI SE
MYVI SE
MYVI SE
MYVI SE

pure white !!

WPQ 86 !!

i want it to be mine !!

wanna learn to drive car !!

waithing =//

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im blessed !!

Amen !!


by thelengluigor'smui joanna.
Bless !! =]

Wednesday, May 20, 2009



change for the Lord
change for myself
change for it !!
joanna. can make it !!

i'll follow the timetable that
I SET !!

The Lord will help me !!

i believe in Him !!

and thx to my gor wk =]

and my friends !!

joanna. is positive !!

Amen !!


by theloveofyours joanna.
The Lord Bless and Loves !!
=]

Monday, May 18, 2009

hey !!

1st time man !!
i uploaded my picture !!

muahahaahah

guess which 1 is me ??!!
( i knw you knw it =] )

i wonder why i din laugh also XD

acting cool ??!!
bluek XDD

honestly i love this pic sooo much !!

coz is so funiii !!

thx dear for taking dis pic =D

but too bad dear is not inside here =((

nevermind
i'll have a photo vf u 1 =]

yea
this is my junhee ( my grandaughter XD )

she's cute !!

and my face so fatttt !!

my teeth !!
omg =DD

i think the otherz at junhee's phone =]

will get it soon =]

ps:
this photo is taken from dear's fone

and that time me and junhee
taking photo vf junhee's phone cam

so is take 2 photo in different fone
but in the same time !!
understand ??!! =DD


i knew is lame but we'd did it !!!

muahahaahah XD
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omg !!

until today mornin i went to school
only realize that today's test is
Moral and Chinese !!

thx Lord man !!

i taught is Chemistry !!

hahahaha

but i din studii also XD

so lazy !!!

tmrw is Chinese and Physics !!

im afraid T____T

get use of it that
i'll write a prayer before
i open my test paper =D

so every test i did also got a prayer infront 1 =]

LOL !!

hahahaha

God bless !!

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today nothing happen and is bored !!

in Moral test paper im super
SLEEPY !!

i slept dii den answer the questions
then slept again
then answer again
and again and again =D

then eat sweet lor
sugar ma =]

then energy come back dii XD

Chinese test i wrote more than
thousand words again XD

and my writing is small !!

so pity the teacher that marks my paper !!

hahahahaha

PS:
i wanna DROP Chinese !!
but teacher dont let T___T

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hahaha

now im mad of SuJu's
It's you =]

so nice !!!

Nick introduced it !!

hahahaha

loves eynhyuk inside the mv !!

so cool !!

same as yesung too !!!

muahahahahaha

im listening it now also !! XD

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thats the end =]

i wonder that wk flight back to M'sia today ryte ??

im waiting larhh !!!

Good flight ya gor =]

Amen .


by thelove joanna.
miss !! =]

Sunday, May 17, 2009



yerrrrrrr
joanna. emo agn =((

suddenly 1 =[[
dont like larhh !!

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errrr
today morning
got a shock
veryy bigg biggg shock !!

HURT !!!

muhahaahaha
(wonder that why i hurt also will laugh XD )

but at least now im ok =]
(i think he's ok too =// )

only a bitbit of UNBELIEVABLE =]

dont like you call me joanna =]
call me sis better =D

muahahahha

weii !!
dont be hurt dii ya =]

sorry if i did it wrong =]

PROMISE no more next time =))

loves !!

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then wanna go out vf
dear and my junhee dii =]

wait at KEPONG SENTRAL =]

omg !!

cant believe that dear will wear
like today's style !!

is sooooooo
different !!!

hahhahaa

birthday baby ma =]

sure special 1 ryte ??
( im more special than her XD )

hahahaha

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then we go KLCC lerrhh =]

go eat 1st
then go buy movie ticket lerhh =]

then go bookstore buy something

then watch movie named
X-man origin ( izit ?? )

kinda exited for that movie !!
kinda nice to watch too !!

NO REGRET !!

muahahahaha

then go out to the park have a view watch =))

kinda nice !!

and we'd took some pic's vf GERMANY'S !!
( i meant people from GERMAN
i dont knw the specific name XD )

they're so cute !!

so shy too >.<

then went back dii =D

*suddenly so miss my dar T__T *

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if i din mistaken

tmrw wk wanna flight back to M'sia dii !!!

freaking miss him !!
( actually miss my MYVI more XD )

oh ya

must pray for him have a safety journey back =]

sure to daddy too !!

yeah !!!!

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tmrw chemistry test !!

havent even studyy yet !!

DI* !!

slap myself
box myself
kick myself
boom myself

yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (shout )

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by thesweetsis joanna.
miss !! =]

Saturday, May 16, 2009


if this key can help me to
OPEN your heart

no matter how much the cost
i'll buy by honestly

i really dont know what
you thinking

im your dXXXXXXX

why must you cant take
the LOOSER fact ??

dont just assume that you are
always the WINNER

i've told you

remember LORD when you're DOWN

but please dont put your
temper to the otherz

is so hurt !!

and wanna scold people
thats care 'bout you
and is not the their fault !!

please my dXX

please care 'bout people's feeling

im hurting you know ??

i dont wanna one day
you lost all the things

you've lost b4
no 2nd time please



by yourdaughter joanna.
may the Lord bless you

Friday, May 15, 2009


obviously that im so RANDOM =]]

i dont know why i post this pic also XD

think back my relationship with
my friends and family

is it so close
yet so far ??

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i know that im lazy
till din upgrade my blog XD

and im tired also !!

joanna. hates exams !!

so bored T___T

everytime sure will sleep 1
(except maths XD )

hmmm
history ehhh

i THINK i'll fail =[

not thinking negative but really no hope T__T

want God to help me !!!

add maths
errrrrrr

lost kinda lot marks b'coz of careless !!

omg !!

but nevermind
i'll PASS =]]

muahahahaha

PS :
the whether is so hot !!
im bathing at school !!

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feel something lost T___T

nobody find me dii =[[

the wk go china den
no1 'yamcha' with me dii =[[

find me go out 1
i dont like 2 go out with them =((

waiting for tuesday !!

give you 1 day 2 rest !!

den go 'yamcha' !!! XDD

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oh ya

have a friend + student

form 5 one
named sin yee =]]

SHE's so HANDSOME !!

omg !!

boy cut =]]

aheemmm
im not in love in it XD

SHE's just so cool !!

i just like some1 who take a shot
WITHOUT noticing =]]

and the shot is just NEAR perfect !!

cool =]]

and i din notice that we just so close dii =]]

CLOSE FRIEND =PP

hahahaha

loves !!

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may 17

my dear birthday =]]

wanna go KLCC i THINK

she'd called me go long time ago

hope it really works !!

so long din go out with her dii !!

kinda miss her XDD

miss her voice
miss her cutiee look
miss how she scolded me
miss how she say that she loves me
miss how she sulky with me

im just so miss her !!

muahahahaha

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im speechless =='''

just dont know wat to say =PP

btw
Be happieee yaaa =]]

God bless all !!



by thechildofyours joanna.
loves !! =p

Monday, May 11, 2009



honestly joanna loves this !!!

is super nice & unique !!

yeahhhhhh

wanna buy but ....

i have my ring at my neck dii =[[

hahahahaha

im not saddie but really want this larhhh =]]

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2day after school den went to suii's house =]

go there 4 the STUDY GROUP =]]

yea

we studied add math
we understand SOME questions dii =]]

then at last also keep chatting
and leave our STUDIES behind dii =DD

say SOMETHING that bla bla bla XD

kinda fun

makes me remember my dar =[[
*darling i so miss you !!! (shout ) *

thx suii for accompany me study =]

loves !!

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2day exam SUCKS !!

i dont ever wrote so
much Much MUch MUCh MUCH words !!

(is MUCH not MANY . UNCOUNTABLE XD )

i wrote CERPEN (B.Melayu )
somekind of stories =]

and the whether is super hot >.< (obviously that the part down here LOST ! becoz of blogspot;s HTML problem == so, cant read so much dii =(( ) just be bless !! by loveone joanna.

Sunday, May 10, 2009


omg !!

my skills in photoshop getting worse !!

wanna practice dii =]

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today MOTHERS DAY !!

hahahaha

kinda sad

coz cant eat with my COMPLETE family =[

my sis is not there

haizz

but nevermind

i appreciate also =]

next time go eat with wk =]

we are CHILD OF GOD

all is family rite =))

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today go Nelson teacher's church =]

he preach it well =]]

great job !!

so miss him =]]

God bless !!

next time i'll still go there to
receive the message of God !! =]

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then after church me wk and yu heng
go JUSCO lerhhh =]]

go buy gift for mummy =]]

imma good girl XD
bluek

(isnt that buy a gift then is a good girl ?!! XDD)

me and wk bought a flower =]

kinda PRETTY =))

hahahaha

then go eat 'PAOBING' (ice food )

delicious =P

love it !!!

but too bad

wk dont like to eat sweet and ice stuff =[[

next time dont want go with him there lerhhh =D

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then go wk house lerhhh

play piano !!!

muahahahaha

no offense but wanna say that !!

[wk , ur piano skills go backward dii !!!]

omg !!

wat i said last few dayz is false !!
(the improve thingie )

hahahaah

but he's good also lar !!!

lazy to practice only maaa =DD

go !! play less computer games !!

go and practice your piano and bass !!!

.joanna support u here =]

yu heng also speechless 'bout u XD

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then nite go eat with family
(sis not there T____T)

food kinda nice (delicious ) =]

eat steam fish =))

actually wanna eat Korea food 1

but too many people dii =((

haizzzzz

but nevermind

can eat with family then is great dii =]]

Thx God for it !!!

[wk so good can eat with family

they go eat dinner at Rawang =))

next time i'll go eat also !!! XD ]

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at last !!

wanna wish all the MUMMY's

HAPPY BLESSED MOTHERS DAY !!!

God loves you all !!!

oh ya

tmrw wk wanna flight to CHINA dii =))

go there for 8dayz =='''

God bless his family =]]

*i'll do what u call me to do =] *

and today jammy flight back to KL also !!!

so miss him =]

yo bro !!

happy belated birthday !!

gift , next week ya !!

i want my gift from PENANG also !!

muahahaha

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nitezz everybody

have a good day

hug hug

God Bless =]


by the childofGod .joanna
Loves !!! =]

Friday, May 8, 2009


i appreciate our friendship =]

i know u will also rite ??

u dii have your lovely 1

i can leave you freely dii

is enough u had him =]]

but please remember

your darling joanna

will be your darling till the day you say
'NO' =]]

darling
I LOVE YOU

i want you to be happy everyday

my shoulder is here for you =]

cc & jo
the dars =]]

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at last only found that
my school had a drummer dii !!!
(except me XD)

i wanna get that so long time ago !!

he's good i think (?)

hahahha

so me & sl they'll cant be the
1st band in SMKSB dii =[[

but i think v can be the 1st girl's band =]]

we are goin on for it =]]

hope it really works !!

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just discuss vf teacher wanna have
extra class for few subjects =]]

i've got
add maths & history dii =]

wanna get biology , chemistry & physics also !!
and also maths !!

but is so hard to find

coz the teacher is so BUSY !!

until cant have extra class vf me T.T

how's my exam =[[[[

why when i started to studyy

all things broke my hope =((

hates !!!!

so worry bout my exam

is coming soon !!!

mummy !!
i wanna cry !!!

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oh ya

today is jeremiiee's birthday !!

now only i realize XD

sorry ya bro =DDD

jammy wanna flight to Penang today !!!

God bless his family ya =]
uncle teddy & wife
jesslynn
jeremiiee
janean

Amen !!

*wuii !!
buy things for me at there !! (shout )*

be happie always =]

and DONT be lala !!

hahaha

loves !!
hug hug =]]

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im bla bla bla-ing

so bored !!

wanna go studii dii =DD

Loves all !!!

buhhhbyezzzzzz


by the special .joanna.
BLESS !! =]

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

jeremiiee's doggie !!!

super cute !!

1 of my dream doggy also =]]

now kinda big dii =]

but i still love it !!

wonder that when i can
OWN a dog ??

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ytdy fun !!!!!

coz got Desmond class =]]

opps !!

no misunderstanding

he's just my little brother =]]

we played vf each other since very young =]]

he's same grade vf me in drums =))

ytdy we learned the same song =]]

then play till so crazy

[sorry teacher coz v played so much XD]

but v got learn also !!

hahahah

so long din play vf desmond till so crazy dii =]]

so miss the moment v played last time

now i got back the moment !!!

yeahhhh

desmond !!

lets get a good result on our exam !!

learn together ya =]]

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dis few dayz

the crazy gang in my class

the few of us

keep on 'combining songs' =]]

that means combined some songs
and make it as a 'new' song

actually juz took some sentences from a song
then combined it vf another sentences of song =D

is super fun =DD

then we keep on singing and singing

our classmate keep looking at us also =]

hahahahaha

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wanna take tuition dii =]]

wanna try one on one

i think is much better than teaching
a whole class in pack of students =='''

teacher intro. me one of my church member =]]

hope i can get it good !!!!

Amen !!!

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2day got Way Zhen's class !!!

this little boy little student is my love !!!

hahaha

he's so cute !!

eyez so big

looks so CUTE & HANDSOME !!

muahahahah

a standard 1 little boy can make me crazii =DDD

errrmmmmm

is not as crazii as YOU think also =xx

he's just a good and smart boy

and the most important thing is .....

HE'S MY GOOD STUDENT !!!

hope he can score high in exam =]]

i b'lif in him XD

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2day i got the list of my student dii =]]

omg !!

now only i realize that i've 12 students !!!

i just taught i've 7-8 students only !!

hehehehe

felt so proud of myself XDD

Thx Lord for it =]]

i love all my students !!

but wanna continue teaching

i must score in my studies and drums also =]]

so must put more more effort inside dii

im no longer a small little girl dii =]]

i can be a INDEPENDENT girl !!

joanna sure can !!

yeahhhhhhhhhh XD

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monday have exam dii =[[

scare scare =((

but hor

i b'lif in God !!

He'll help me !!

but i muz put effort in it also =[[

so laziiiiiiiii =((((((

studiiiiii !!!!!!!!!

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JKW JKW JKW JKW

bla bla bla

hahahah

im just so RANDOM !!

RANDOM ROCKS !!



by lovely .joanna.
God Bless !!! =]]


yahhhhhhhh =]]

just woke up from my lovely bed =]]

dont know why

dont know what happen to me

this few dayz so happie =DD

and also so tired =(((

sleep how much also not enough 1 T__T

wanna sleep now again !!!!

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ytdy go back house late again =DD

coz go take wk's bass guitar
at Nelson's teacher house !!

so miss Nelson teacher !!!!

he helps me ytdy again !!!!

teach me how to LOVE =DD

teach me how to

spread God's LOVE to the world =DD

yeahhhhhhhhh

feel so fresh after talking with Nelson teacher =]]

Good journey at overseas ya =]]

dis Sunday will listen your sermon =DD
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then after that go wk's house ler

listen he plays the PIANO !!!

yeahhhhhh

wk improve diiiiii =]]

so good =]

he practice for 45min

then go play computer game lerrr >.<

dont like !!!!

hahahahaha

i mean dont like him evitime play that >.<

coz he cant stop 1 ==''''''

at least play till midnight oni stop 1 !!

but ytdy he nid to fetch me back ma =]]

so he end the game half way lerrr XDD

but he says that wanna
continued play back after fetch me back !!!

dont want !!!!

sure late sleep 1 !!

dont wan pray for you ler !! >.<

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ytdy teacher say today i can learn Grade4 dii =]]

but i admit that my grade3 havent stable yet =[[

but at least i improve =]]]

Thx God for helping me =]]

Loves !!!

so must practice

more More MOre MOREEEEE diii =]]

joanna sure can !!!!

wont let teacher dissappointed 1 =DD

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wanna be happie !!!

yeahhhhhhhh !!!!

miss JKW !!!!

loves God !!!

loves everyone !!!

joanna is FREE !!!!

wanna bite people again >.<

bluekkkkkkk

hahahahaha
God bless everyone =]]


by lovely .joanna.
miss !! =]]

Tuesday, May 5, 2009


how cute is my baby jaejung =]

i love shasha =]]

thx for drawing so much of this ya =))

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2day come back from school
after eat than
practice DRUM lerrrrrr =]]

feel so free in drums =]

hope so today at Concerto
will perform it BEST !!

realii wanna know i can
reach it fast or not

but wanna have
more experience also =]

waiting for next performance =D

God Bless !!

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2day the whole day at school din studii also =//

seems lar got photographing
i need to help XD

actuallii im just lazy to studii
lazy to stay at class =]]

bluek XDD

than now affraid how to
CATCH UP my homework =[[

scare scare dii =((

monday got exam somemore !!!

yaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh !!!! (screaming )

studii yarrrrrrhhhhh !!! (shouting )

Amen !! =]

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Cupid jeremiiee !!!!!

he wanna go penang for trip (?) lerhhh !!!

so syokkkk !!!!

i wanna go play vf my frens or family also T__T

i wanna eat PENANG LAKSA !!!

so miss !!!

haizzz

next time earn more money

i sure will bring
my parents and my family go 1 !!!

Yeah !!!!! ^.^b

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yesterday got a news that
my baby junsu hurt dii T_____T

so sad =(((

rehearsal hurt at his ankle !!

a dancer + singer hurt his ankle !!

how saddie is it !!

then the first song and followed songs
he's at the wheel chair T____T

only the last song he stood up !!!

sure hurt alot 1 !!!!

sad Sad SAD !!!

b'coz of dont wanna hurt ur fans

u dont wanna go hospital and
CONTINUED the concert =((

my heart pained also T____T

my dear junsu
take care okay ??

dont want u like daddy yunho
hurt again dii =]]

i pray for u guyz

CONCERT SUCCESSFULL YA !!!

Blessed !! =]

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BoA 's
[I DID IT FOR LOVE]
is realli good !!

but no offense is
the style is so BRITNEY !!

like 2nd britney there =((

i know BoA wont copy people's style

but it really looks so BRITNEY T__T

hope it can change =]]

i know BoA u have ur own style rite ?? >.<

dont want those reporter gossip 'bout u dii >.<

u r great !!!

im waiting ur new songs here =))

missing [EAT YOU UP] !!

Hug Hug !!!

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studiiiiiiii STUdiiiiiiiii

STUDIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII !!!!!!

joanna sure can !!!

oh ya

joanna saving money for buying
CAR also =]]

yeahhhhhhh =]]

God Bless !!!

mua


by lovely .joanna.
bless !!!!! =]

Monday, May 4, 2009


study !!!
drum !!!
results !!!
songs !!!!

i must master it =]]

start from now ????

but lazy T___T

if lazy
i'll loose my job =[[[

so
concentrate !!!!

haizzzzzzzz

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yesterday evening

so hungry

then wk call me go eat =]]

coz he hungry also =XX

then call me go his house first

coz donno wanna go where eat
zzz

then go to Valencia lar

he walk and pick me up at guard house

omg !!
he looks so tired =((

face so 'white'
pity him T___T

then we went to metro prima eat dii =]]

steamboat !!!

hahahah

eat so much =]]

so happie !!!
laugh till stomach pain =XX

keep joking =]]

so full XD

6 people eat until rm150 ==''''

then each person pay rm25 T___T

im broke dii =[[

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then after eat go desa parkcity lerrrrrrr =]]

go to the playground !!!

so fun !!!

i love the style they design the playground =]]

HIGHCLASS *.*

i love the basket at the middle !!!

next time find my darling cc go also =]]

then daddy call me lerr

that time 11.30 pm

so late !!!!

luckly din get scolded by daddy XDD

thx God !!!

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2day go to school super tired =[[

can say so sleep the whole day !!!

then go school for what wor =[[

dont wan go dii lar !!!

sienzzzzz

add math !!
physics !!!
math !!!
biology !!!

omg !!!

cant catch up dii T____T

my assig. also havent fin =[[[

say today pass up 1
but havent fin ==''

dont know tomorrow pass up
teacher will accept or not T___T

dont know wk finish his assig. too or not

his 1 few essays =]]

1000++ words each essays !!!!!

muahahahahhahaha

want him get scolded by lecturer !!!

hahahahaha

so bad XDD

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got a message from teacher

say i better get master on grade3 tmrw T___T

if not cant go to grade4 dii =((

havent master yet !!!!

1 more song T____T

so now wanna go practice !!!!

yeah =]]]]

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Aim-ing !!!!

mid-year exam straight A's !!
20 songs from wk !!

this year finish grade4 in my drums !!!

be a good teacher !!!!

oh yeah !!!!

BLEESED !!!

love all guyz and galz =]]

buhhhbyezzzzzzz =]]]


by lovely .joanna.

Sunday, May 3, 2009


my dream car !!!

but it lost something !!!

my real dream car's
car number is [WPQ 86] =DD

hahahahah

go and find out this car =]]

===========================================

haizzz

im not emo ya =]

just mood no good=((

2day morning wake up only
my dad had scolded me dii =[[

so bad

how good is my mood also smash dii T__T

why har??

my family mood no good

i also need to be no mood ??

can i be happy ???!!!

im a human being also !!

i dont want a saddie joanna also T___T

dont want go to heaven then
throw me to hell just a twinkling eyesT__T

Lord, save me please !!!

============================================

did it looks obvious ???

i think is normal rite ??!!

but why misunderstand again

ask me for twice dii =#

thinking what should i do =[

===============================================

i hate people who hurt themself !!!

especially physically !!

i cried b4 so hurtly =((

she just nearly pass away just a move !!!

y should hurt yourself ??!!

fun ??!!

will addicted 1 you know ??!!!

dont ever do that !!

i beg you (you'll)

your body is God's flesh

you hurt God hurts also !!!!!

pelase, dont Dont DONT do that again

think b4 you have a move

============================================

moody again

hates !!!

but cant T___T

God say must loves !!

i'll control it =]]

==============================================

i want JKW !!!!!

so miss !!!!

God bless everyone =]]

joanna loves !!


by lovely .joanna. =]




Saturday, May 2, 2009


yeah !!
my baby jaejung so CUTE !!

hahahaha

thx HEYJJ's shasha
4 the drawing ya =]

=============================================

2day mood kinda
GOOD !!!

dont know lar

feel free ya !!

feel that wanna BITE people also !!

sweat rite ???

hahahaha

=========================================

later wanna go church dii =]

feel so free at there =]]]

Weng Kiat just sms me yeh XD

ask me got go SDYouth or not =))

when he started so care bout me dii har??

hahahaha

perasan je XDD

aiya
nevermind lar
brother ma =]]

kinda like our relationship now =))

hope to be NO UP NO DOWN ya =]]

is enough dii
dont want more =))

Jesus love Wengie !!!!!
and Wengie loves ------ !!!!

hahahaha

Jesus loves joanna also !!
=================================================

joanna dont like EMO !!!!!

NO GOOD !!!!!

many people dont like also =[[

but why joanna will be emo leh ??? =((

dont like it !!!!

Jesus dont like it also !!!!

so wanna change dii =]]]

emo that time read BIBLE =]]

my lovely miracle in my LIFE !!

yeah !!!!

==========================================

physics assig. arh !!!!!!

so lazy to finish it =((

1000 words !!!!!

know lar i so lazy to do =[[

still wanna do =((

no point, is marks man !!

lost this mark

how to get straight A's leh ???=((

no straight A's how to get
20 songs from Weng Kiat leh ??? =((

so sad T__T
wanna get it lar !!!!!

============================================

so miss my sis xiaomai =]]

she's my dearest sis !!!

never tried b4 will have a sis like dis =]]

Thx LORD !!!!

feel so bleesed !!!!

and sure to have my bro's too =]]]

========================================

loves !!!!!

give more love to everyone !!!!

thats what God wanna us to do =]]]

so dont hate people ya =]]

joanna loves you'll !!!!

yeah !!!

=========================================

JKW

my lovely =]]

today and all along my dayz !!

dont wanna be emo !!

yeah !!!

God Bless everyone

have a HAPPY day ya =]]

mua



by lovely joanna =]
LOVES !!

Friday, May 1, 2009

wanna eat !!

eat
eat
eat !!!

omg
nowadayz super no mood !!

wanna do something dii

so miss someone's !!

see lar
so greediii

SOMEONE's
that means alot of people lar

hahaha

so lazy to update
my blog also

let it be
let it be =]

===========================================

oh ya
someone misunderstand me dii
or again =='''

say im couple-ing
vf SOMEONE's

AGAIN =='''

if my 'someone' is only 1 person
then is kinda ok

but why got
4 'someone' for me har?? =[[

meant that im so
'flower heart' T____T

FYI
im not lar =[[

wanna do something again ler =]]

=========================================

im speechless now

so

byez lurhhh =]]

Love ya my guyz and galz

GOD BLESS !!!



BY lovely .joanna.

Monday, April 27, 2009

im really angry
NOW!

let me got whose
the one that

delete ALL my histories & memories
at FIREFOX

i'll reallii be
the ONE that u cant believe

im realli
DISAPPOINTED

dats y i dont
let people TOUCH my com!

y i let YOU touch or play
my com because
I BELIEVE IN YOU!!!

all my importance things
ALL LOST

U happie now????

HAPPIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn it!!!

Friday, April 24, 2009

严重炸到

这样低调的我
也会被TAG??


废话不多说

开始吧


遊戲規則:

被點到名字的人要在自已的blog裡寫下答案。去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題,再加上一個新的,傳給其它8個人。列出其它8個被點名的人,到他們的blog裡留言通知。被點名者不得拒絕。被點名的人將會得到大家的祝福(認真),並且所有願望都會實現。

01.有学乐器吗?没有的话想学什么乐器,有的话列出来。
答:鼓(爵士和电子)

02.最近最鬱悶的事?
答:怎么才能把我的功课赶完?

03.最受不了自已哪個缺点?
答:懒惰!

04.遇到喜歡的人,你是勇敢表白还是默默注?
答:看对方是谁,预测不到。大多都会收住,等他向我表白XD

05.说出點你名的人的3个优点
答:可爱,好玩,腿不会胖的女孩

06.你现在最想拥有的是什么?
答:得到去国外表演打鼓的机会

07.你的夢想是什么?
答:成为一个好音乐家!

08.喜欢现在的生活吗?
答:不错,觉得很被爱 =]

09.如果要被关起來十五年,除了离开之外什么都能做的話,要做什麼(复选,生涯规划亦可)?
答:和神沟通

10.什么人是你最欣賞的?
答:真正明白什么是音乐的人,态度ok的人

11.这辈子做过最疯狂的事情是什么?还想从事的疯狂行为是什么?
答:没记得T___T

12.十年之后,你想过什么样的生活?你打算如何实现呢?
答:寻找音乐之路,当然是良性的 =]

13.有想过放弃现有生活去流浪吗?如果有,为的是什么?
答:我遵从上帝给我的安排

14.如果中乐透三亿会怎么办?
答:帮姐姐还债,然后存起来备用 =D

15.喜欢听什么音乐?
答:还没懂得分类,我觉得好听就好

16.年终要领多少才算OK?
答:适可而止

17.你认为你是一个怎样的人?
答:情绪化,超级开朗,友好

18.一個月多少錢才算OK?
答:适可而止,要什么有什么就好了,不要多

19.最想到哪里举行婚礼?
答:威尼斯或罗马,其实和爱人在一起,哪里都行,除非恶性地方

20.雖然问題已经很八卦了,但还是想问一下,愛人好还是被愛好?
答:爱人,把我的爱,给别人,觉得很满足

21.有什么不可告人的怪癖?
答:没想到

22.最希望自己具备哪一种超能力?
答:能够自由出入天堂

23.最想回去小学,中学,还是大学?为什么?
答:小学,烦恼丢掉啊




不想点名
好累

之后想到了
再来吧

=END=

-贝贝-

Wednesday, April 22, 2009


Just feel that
wanna sleep like this

Just dont wake up
Just close my eyes

No one here
No one there

Only me and Him
The Lord

Sometimes feels so
Uncomfortable

Just wanna have
a DEEP sleep

=Over=

最近
真的忙

打鼓教鼓
占了我大多部分

但我
不后悔

因为
那是我要的

我要进步
我要努力

一切
都会这样过去的

=======================================

和嫩儿
轰轰烈烈来个两天

之后
什么都没了

所以
我很期待

星期六
他会给我
什么反应

希望
那是我要的

========================================

每天
我4点至10点
都不在家

因为
都在音乐学院

我现在
正在想啊

到底要怎样
才能读书

在家
一定一整天
对着电脑

在音乐学院
没有心情读书

那要我
怎么办嘛

============================================

都会比较少
玩电脑了

所以
博客也较少
更新了

看吧
我有心情的话
一定上来!

最近
比较低落


又在患上忧郁症

神啊
保佑我
守护我

===========================================

星期四
要去ICOM了

去杰儿的大学
有得学
关于音乐的东西

外国
一个编曲团体来到
马来西亚

很有名

希望当天
我学到东西

但是
当天我
必须请假

不能教书了T____T

=====================================

就这样
完了=='''

声明

我要看
FAST & FURIOUS 4!!!!

-贝贝-

Monday, April 20, 2009

Here am I
Finding nothing
Can you get it?

I'll always be beside you
Until the very END

Whiping all your TEARS away
Being your ANYONE

I'll SMILE when you SMILE
And feel all the PAIN you do

And if you CRY a single TEAR
I promise I'll cry from
My DEEPEST heart too

Just REMEMBER that
Have a girl here MISSING you
Without any ACTION

TO my dar
BY lovely joanna

=Over=

最近
比较低落

也不知道
为什么

但我知道
我是需要成长
的孩子

我的依靠
在神那边

要学会独立
除了
在祂的面前

================================================

子恩
今天来找我了

老实说
不开心
真的是假的

他以为
我没记得她的生日

说我写给阿美
生日文

却没写给她
他生日在4月15

在这里
我想告诉你

你和别人
没法比

我给你的
是我是你
也意想不到的

所以
不要认为

你在我心目中
的位置
变了

由始至终
我对你
没变

我真的
珍惜
和你在一起的日子

怎么补救
也补救不回来了
珍惜眼前

=================================================

精神上
还真的是累

不知道
要咋做

情绪化的我
又回来了

又来
想太多了

没办法
这就是我

改得了一时
改不了一生

===========================================

总觉得米子
好像是个花心男

这边分手
那边有爱人了

当然
我不知道故事

so
不能就这样
给他下判断

我还是
很喜欢他的

这个时候
没有超越什么

我喜欢的是
哥·哥·的·你

不要了
不要超越了

============================================

嫉妒
很好玩吗?

为什么
就那么爱嫉妒我

我有什么
好东西
给你嫉妒啊?

我很累了
不要再给我压力了

不要再
无谓的
给我压力了

我没你想像中
那么好

===========================================

我还是个
学生

还能有
什么压力?

压力还不是
自己给自己的

自己找东西
烦而已

这就叫
犯贱

=======================================

打鼓
教鼓
家庭
人际关系

这些
都是我们
必须经历的

我能应付的!

加油!

=========================================

米子
嫩儿
杰儿
小麦
子恩

我爱你们

-贝贝-

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Feels like...感觉好像....



Im super TIRED

Can u say
'I LOVE YOU'?

I need a hug
NOW

But for sure
for my dearest onlyXD

realii lar

joanna is
SUPER TIRED &
DISAPPOINTED

Cause
Drum cant play
PROBABLY

So SAD :((

God
Please Bless Me

Remember what
Pastor told me?

I sad You sad
I rejoice You rejoice
I hurt You hurt

So Lord
I must be hapiiiiiii XD

=Over=

我现在
严重词穷

so
等下找不到重点
是正常的

============================================

昨天hor
一大早

就被杰儿
叫醒叫我去Concerto

设计
委员板

之后
就在那边做呀做

做到12点

杰儿的daddy mummy
竟然来了==+

是不是在看
儿子有没在
外面搞事啊?

哈哈

还好
他妈咪记得我

然后我们就去
makan

很好吃下咯

谢谢uncle了 =]

=========================================

之后hor
老师说2.30
我要教一个学生

时间到了2.30
人影都还没来 T___T

那个时侯
我赶时间
要去教会

so紧张咯

果然
不错我所料
真的迟到了

那个时侯
我真的是赶到

回家了
要载Fabian

无端端Sabrina
又叫我载

绕这边
绕那边

时间匆忙啊

我答应过嫩儿
要4点到的

我不要给他骂
(他敢!)

哪里知道
我到了
他都还没到

nnd
他才是迟到的那个 >.<

不爽
===========================================

then
昨天嫩儿不知道做么

跟我亲密到
我有点shock到咯

因为平时
他对我不理不睬的

昨天
就反了

拉我去MCD
和我搞暧昧

半夜了
还一直SMS

平时他不做的
东西

昨天给我
做完了

老实说
蛮开心下XD

之后hor
Sabrina还说
他很像我老公==+

汗到

因为昨天我们的举动
很另类

给很多人误会
我和他在一起

一直问我是不是
在和嫩儿恋爱

答案就是
没有 XD

=======================================

今天
在Concerto
排练表演歌曲

妈呀
超累

因为一下子
给我换完节奏

我也就
乱了

因为很明显
我的技巧不到家

so
那个脚
真的累

又要
强练习了

为了当天
我拼了

但真的好累T___T

========================================

在这边要说说下hor

我有一个学生
叫Wei Zheng

是个纯华人

但是hor
很帅捏

一个一年级7岁的
小子

竟然能让我
‘动心’啊

其实是
对他印象很深刻

因为
他很听我的话

和我也
很好谈

抓拍子
也蛮快的

so
他是我一个
很爱的学生吧

表怪我
我偏心了

但再怎么说
我可是有原则的

教书的时候
我是老师
你是学生

不要和我
玩玩下

我不允许
这回事发生XD

==================================================

想睡觉了
洗澡后

就睡觉

我还离不开
林宇中的‘猫头鹰’

补充的就是

死杰儿
有爱人在

我就是
透明的

很过分
我不爽


男生就是酱

无语

-贝贝-

Friday, April 17, 2009

Happy Birthday...生日快乐...


小美哈
你很幸运

我的第一次
生日文
献给你了XD

说啊
到底幸不幸运?

来开始吧!

================================================


小美
我们第一次见面

是在去年10月19号吧
记得是在炸子聚会

当时
发生了大件事啊
还记得吧?(笑)

什么事情的发生
都是上天安排的

你我的相遇
也是‘祂’安排的哦

虽然
我们的感情不是很熟

但是
至少有聚会

你还记得我
当然也有你的partner小琪

你们的感情
无话可说
我真的羡慕

但我希望
你们的感情
不会破
我相信你们

第二次见面
也是因为炸子

我说啊
炸子怎么就这么好XD

还记得但是我们
多么的开心啊

好怀念
但是的日子啊

认识了你之后

知道你真的是
超自恋

哈哈

但也是一种
自信的想法

不要太over就好啦

那个
什么
玉树临风
什么
人见人载的

我背不起来XD
因为那是你专属的

很好啊
我很喜欢你说那个

呵呵

我真的词穷

这个真的是
生日文吗???

哈哈

总之结算就是啊

阿美
生日快乐哈

没有蛋糕
没有汽水
没有香槟

只有我的祝福
我的诚心祝福

要你天天开心
要你天天健康
要你请记得我

我们都是
好朋友
或者
宝贝(奸笑)

重点就是啊

喂!
来抱个嘛(笑)

-贝贝-

Thursday, April 16, 2009

I MISS you...我想你...


Yes
I MISS you

but who r the YOU?
i dont know

My brain is confused
I cant realii think so much

Just let it be and
Give it to GOD XD

Lord
I LOVE YOU

=Over=

昨天
在音乐学院

练习表演歌曲

然后有人按门铃
Alex要我去开门

一转身
绊倒电线

整个人趴在地上

我的手
伤了T______T

好疼
肿了

之后我就没打鼓了
让我的手休息

我相信
今天会痊愈的

==============================================

在Concerto(音乐学院)

老师们
都在准备表演歌曲

Alex他又来原创了
3首歌和拼成一首

很厉害
我很欣赏他

表演歌曲
是要准备给杰儿的

Alex和Danny的合奏
真的一流

我真的
很喜欢

===========================================

杰儿晚上
也来了Concerto
他来Ear Training

看到他
当然要他载我回家

他没那个机会说不XD

我很饿
要去吃东西

当时
他的好友打来说失恋了

还哭了
要杰儿陪他

杰儿很‘为难’地说不
因为当时杰儿的头脑很乱

一下子就拒绝了
然后就后悔了

他觉得他很坏
一直问我怎么办

因为之前
我们俩被他的前女友吓过

说一句
我爱你,掰掰
就走了

当时半夜
多么恐怖

怕那女的做傻事

我还陪杰儿担心了
一整天

之后还好没事了

这次我们怕了
拒绝的后果很惨

我们就打电话
给失恋者

还好他说
没事了

不然我和杰儿
又来睡不着了

谢谢上帝保佑

=========================================

今天
上台表演了

一个字


但至少我们
尽力了

谢谢我的演员们
谢谢你们的付出

成果
不重要

我在乎的
是过程

谢谢

=============================================

昨天子恩生日
在最后一分钟
祝福她

我是故意这么做的

不知道
她会不会以为我忘了
她的生日呢?

惊喜
现在给不成

之后
我会补回的

再来说句
子恩,生日快乐

我爱你

============================================

米子
突然好想你

再也不能
和你很亲密了吧

毕竟
你有喜欢的人了

我会好好收藏
我们的回忆的

再见面
希望不要有距离

米子
我喜欢你

========================================

现在的心情
还是林宇中的‘猫头鹰’

对了
我的年中考试

要全A啊

奖励是
杰儿的20首
原创歌曲

要加油哈=]

-贝贝-

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

PROUD of it...光荣...


Yeah
Im proud of myself

Lord
Thx 4 giving me this chance

I'll appriciate it

Thx to the people
who support me also =]

I dont feel alone
Because I've got YOU Lord

Amen

=Over=

昨天
收到消息

26号
我和十几位学生

会在双峰塔(KLCC)
为ROCKSCHOOL和ROLAND表演

谢谢老师
谢谢神给予我这个机会

这次会让我
有很好的经验

为我的技巧
进步

但是打的是
电子鼓

是比爵士鼓
简单

但是
突然全部cymbals和drum
都变小了

很不习惯
每次打到出界

所以要加紧练习
当时会打两首歌
加油

但是
26号教会
也有祷告会

我唯有牺牲了
上帝啊
您了解的吧

我牺牲了
没了T______T

=============================================

今天
做了模型project

是很可爱
但也很简单

某人的态度
令到燕和珊很生气

没有idea没关系
还给多多无谓评语

so
很不爽

为嘛我就没有生气呢?

我也奇怪
可能我脾气太好了吧XD

今天在学校
就这样过了

两个字
无聊
四个字
非常无聊
六个字
非常极度无聊

为嘛我就会去学校呢?

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听说表演
明天才会上台

更好
我能交代东西给演员们了

但也是匆匆忙忙的

准备
也是无谓

但看得出
男主角Kenneth Yap很积极

我喜欢他的态度

希望他真的ok
我相信他

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特别的事就没发生
所以就这样

我现在的心情
就是林宇中的‘猫头鹰’

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Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Hurt...伤害...=((


I felt like dis
so hurt

Lord I need You
I'm nothing without You

suddenly felt dat
wanna been leave alone

why?
i dont know

hurt with no reason
is deeply hurt

=OVER=

昨天
三个外甥来了我家

很开心
也不爽

因为
他们拿了我的钱T___T

50令吉
不少啊
就这样没了

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今早醒来
看到电话的信息

看到杰儿的
我还以为什么事

意想不到的
他竟然发一个good night熊给我
还给我个抱抱

我能怎么办
当然很开心

因为我知道
他是不会发这种信息的

他开始变了
变得我有点抓摸不了

但我就是喜欢他
哥哥的喜欢

和他、永远
都不要有结束的那天

我要他
幸福

我要看着他
和他的爱人
开心地走下半辈子

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昨天
米子上网了

我很开心
但我也从天堂跌下地域

因为
他的msn名字

竟然是
米子 lurb xx

看了
很心疼

虽然我不是
他的女友

但疼痛
来了

我怕的
来了

我不知道
是不是开玩笑

但就是
有些受不了

所以
我就只能

以妹妹的身份
在身旁默默地
守着他

其实
我也害怕

当有一天
我和他真的在一起了
会有分手的那天

所以
做妹妹的
才是幸福的吧

至少没有结束的那天

咖啡还是茶
我选不了

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等下
我还要去录影

给我的
委员集团

当然
见杰儿是少不了

要有好事发生哦

===============================================

明天
子恩生日

我真的
很想念他

这次
我竟然还没准备

不想他的
16岁生日
就这样过了

我会给他个惊喜的

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明天
戏剧就要上演了

今天我们才开始

来得及吗?
我知道
我们做到的

身为副导演的我
莫名其妙成为导演

那导演呢?
他竟然因为意见不合
给我丢下责任

我很不爽
很不爽

我的演员们
明天靠你们了

我相信
你们一定行的

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今天废话一大堆
就完了

要打要骂
随便XDDD

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Monday, April 13, 2009

So Tired...好累 =[



Conclusion:
2day whole day no class
at sesi pengambaran
shout till so tired

=OVER=

今天
我睡迟了

也很迟才到学校
但我不理 XD

很累
一整天在楼下

有拍班级照
我和几个人在负责

要喊他们
领带up袖子down

喊到傻
喊到累

很想不理
但这是我的责任
我能怎么样呢

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很想念米子
今天一直喊他的名字

累的时候
就是想到米子和杰儿

昨天和杰儿一整天在外
他心情不好

我不爽
但他说他没事

我相信他
我没担心他了

=====================================================

最近没啥情绪化
就比较在意米子

我承认
我喜欢他

算了
不要理了

我要睡觉
我要把我的鼓打好

明年考上5级
不要老师失望

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和杰儿谈了
他很挣扎

我该怎么办
帮不到他


他终于
肯显露出他真正的人格
在我面前

之前
很怕和他有阻碍

现在
我放心了

我真的真的珍惜
这个哥哥

在他生命中
保留一个位置给我
我甘愿了

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完了
很无聊吼

没办法
我就是这样XD


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Sunday, April 12, 2009

前提



从无名
换到来这边

有原因的但不想说

算了
就从这边开始

照旧
我的生活会在这边记录

但风格
会改变

换了另个
比较不同的风格

也希望
不要介意

我不给你们
留言的规则

因为这是
我的原则

谢谢

PS:
我不喜欢抄袭
so
管得他抄袭我
还是我抄袭人家

不要给我看到
这种事情发生=D

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