here's me! :)



oh hey im like so happy now, because NO MORE SEHARAH!
oh yeah! :)



listening TVXQ's 'On & On'.
i missed them, i want the FIVE back.
is TVXQ, not JYJ!



love love love?
sorry ah, i dont really wanna care bout that dii.



just balance it, everything will be alright. :)
Love you! :)



im being blessed here, no worries!
take care!



love,
joanna koh.

JYJ - Still In Love.

I love him. :)
too much 'second chances'.

I’m still in love still in love but
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love

im alright! study!!! hehehe. :)




love,
joanna koh.

sorry i did it wrong, i mean yesterday.
shouldn't be so emo, just simply thinking.
dont feel any offense huh.
i dont meant that, especially that 'replacement'.
goodness! why i wrote that!!



sorry sorry, hehe.
i'll do what i promised kay?
take care!
see you soon! :)



love,
joanna koh.

i wanna make it clear.
really clear, i lost something.




damn, feeling so bad right now.
what should i do right now?
suddenly feel like slapping myself.
feel that wanna have a long long walk.




felt myself so PERASAN!
ish!
hate this feeling!



ANTI SELF-CENTERED!




joanna koh.

hope to be like this everyday, everytime.



speechless.....




sort of, sad.
am i really that dangerous?
im not that kind of person!



but nevermind, you will get it one day.
im gald that you will choose to be with me when you need someone.
although just a 'replacement', its alright.




its hard to be positive all the while, honestly.
BUT I NEED!
what to do?! i cant be so selfish!



just let it be, pass it to God.
He will always be my side.




love,
joanna koh.

memories. loves. :)
1st time used so MUCH money on that. :D



im leaving. leaving. LALALALA. :)


i love them.
hehehehe. :D


SPM! after that hows our relationship?
hope to keep in touch always. :(



i missed those time im with jeremiiee RT and kenneth CKC. :X
ouchhhh!!




love,
joanna koh.

i'll EAT YOU UP!
I WANNA TAKE YOU TO, MY ROOM. ;D

When I first saw you I knew nothing's like it used to be
Boy you have got to be the finest thing in history
The way I feel inside is just so hard to understand
You'd be my appetite in ways I can't explain



I'll eat you up
So yum yum
Can't get enough
I think I'm in love


If you move any closer boy there is no guarantee
What I will do to you I fear it and it's scaring me
Like I've become some kind of demon in the night
You look so tasty and I could eat you up alive


Can't stop thinking 'bout all the things I wanna do to you
If you move any closer you'd be asking for it too
I want your love
I need your touch
So much I think I'm in love



com' on! XD
yes you're the one my dear. :)





love,
joanna koh.

actually i dont emo.
but looks like im emo.
oh goodness what am i saying. :X



ya know? just a little cares from him, its just enough to make my day.
but now im afraid to accept his cares, i want it more and more!
and at last, i hurt myself.



i cried because of this, i deleted him.
but at last, he's back.
why we just can act like nothing happened before huh?



im not falling in love though.
its just the warmness are tempting me.



joanna koh see en! what are you doing here!
i feel myself damn stupid right now.
i cant control! i cant pull my mind off!
gosh!



haiy, ok, its enough to release my temper.
time flies, no time to be at here dii.



thx childish boy Channin Goh!
love this:
Dear heart, fall in love only when you're ready, not when you're lonely.



yea i love him, i do love him.
its not that easy to love.



and i missed the other him.
can we meet? huh?




love,
joanna koh.

SAKAI GIRL!


turing the drumstick.
laughing like nobody's business.


HEHEHEHEHE.


thx to childish boy! :)



SAKAI GIRL!

love,
joanna koh.

today is the day!!
we'll be performing laterrrr. :)


need to be prepared. show out our best!
oh yes!



SD Band!

♥HWK♥JCKM♥LWS♥JKSE♥


the others four, we're waiting for you! :)



im afraid seeing you hurt. :(



love,
joanna koh.

so what? im me! :)



oh ya, lots of memories there. and im happy with it!
im doing the right things and im proud of it. :)



just loving the two boys, the two that i really admire lots!
that im willing to help and share with!
my smiles and tears, caused of them. XD




i wont put too much attention on them and leave the others behind.
i'll balance it. :)



my life isn't miserable!
im thanking everyone that support and leave me.
i learned from there! :)



what bout my friends in my class and school?
just go on, no matter what i have God in my heart.
no offense, but accept! :)
they're still my friend. :)



gotta sleep! brush my teeth and go to bed! :D
he teaches me to brush at night! hehehehe.




love,
joanna koh.

spent rm20++ on my lunch today! :(
but i enjoyed eating with suii. :)
thx!



some results are out! :X
need to be improve again. :)
i knew i can do it! :)
joanna GO GO GO! :)




enjoyed our band practice today also!
they're fun! laughed lots! :)
loves so muchhieee. :)




am i that dangerous? XD




love,
joanna koh.

baby baby baby uhhhhhhhh.
RANDOM! :)



i love him! i love him! i do love him!
:)



yesterday. today. happy. :)
joanna go go go!!



love Bible study. sharing. :)
waiting for laters event. :)


hehehehehehehe.


you two are different. :)



love,
joanna koh.

oh hey, im an alarm clock today! :)
gave someone a morning call. hoho! :)
this is not the 1st time, but i appreciate! :)



nic's night message so sweeeet! :P
just text me 'good night' before you sleep, i love it! :)
i can feel the warmness. hehe. :)



started to do my own revision, its fun honestly. :)
someone is willing to teach me. woohoo! :)
thx much! :)



such a time i dint give someone my hugs. :(
feel so empty, cause hugs will represent my loveeee. :)
but i dint manage work it now. :(




enjoyed yesterday! :)
but tired! :(



someone passed away and may Lord bless him!
Rest In Peace. :)



im trying my best to list down my learning everyday! :)
good habit! :)



nights! im waiting for you. :)



i want you! hoho! :)

if you feel annoyed right, then just tell me.
you still shouldn't put your temper on me right? :)

love,
joanna koh.

Ku mahu cinta Yesus selamanya.
Meskipun badai silih berganti dalam hidupku.
Ku tetap cinta Yesus selamanya.



Ya Bapa, Bapa,
Ini aku anakmu,
Layakanlah seluruh hidupku.

Ya Bapa, Bapa,
Ini aku anakmu,
Pakailah sesuai dengan rencanamu.

thx nic for his help! ")
glad to be back with my lappy. ")
HOORAY! "D



graphic card damaged, so i cant do whatever i want dii. :(
it will shut down automatically. :(
haiy, just appreciate what i have now. :)


i still got my netbook! ^^



wanted to workout with kiat for a concert.
but i refuse? <--- temporary
i choose not to promise if i cant fully involve into that. ")
must be responsible joanna!
teehee. ♥




mood doesn't swing much!
HOORAY! ")
i can control wei. ") <--- hope so?



actually its just three(3), but i added to be four(4)?
hmm, three better! ^^
i dont want you to be with them. ") <--- wow!



trial! after that i need to study, revision, books!
then SPM! <--- oh gosh.



accounts! :(
feel bad, no confident! :(
help me. :(



next sunday! meet with the co-leader hooi!
make sure im done! ")
HEY!!!!!!!




im as precious as the child of God! ")



love,
joanna koh.

heyy haa. at sunway medical centre right now. :)
daddy will be discharged later. ")



played with emotional again. :x
hmm actually i dont wish to but i did. :x
failed to carry the pressure and i cried. :x



need to be back right now!


ciaozzz.



love,
joanna koh. ")

well, i need to say thank you to my darling and seiye.

jerah and kiat. ")

thay really support me alot. ")

i saw it wei! "P

anyway, thx to you.

thx to believe me that i know what im doing. :)

muacksss. "D

i know what im doing? yea i should! ")

although i missed my practice yesterday, but he told me what's happening. ")

and another one asked me hows meeting yesterday! ")

thx for those caring yea. appreciate! ")

i gained something yesterday, its hard to find someone that can really talk like what we've did yesterday night. "D

thx to jeremy chew, danny chen and samantha sia! ")

danny really pushes me lots on my drums. well, that time, i did it! ")

but i've stopped it after i THOUGHT that im done. :(

as he said, music way is not as easy as what we thought.

we really need to put MUCH MUCH effort in it to survive in music industry.

jeremy and me struggling what can we do in future life. ")

and how to take the 1st step?! :)

i think he has his aim after yesterday's talk?! ")

he has three months to boost up his guitar skills! ")

support you! "D

samantha also struggles her work nowadays, but as she said, every morning new strength comes!

need to take the challenge again!

we cant just stay there after we fell. ")

nothing is impossible if we really put our effort in it!

support me! yay! "D

thx everyone. your advices much appreciated! ♥

love,

joanna koh.

yay! tomorrow dinner with my jun. :)

MAYBE? :x

long time no see, and he's finally back! :)

i do miss him lotss! :)

hmm, maybe italiano food again?!:)

or stick? hahahaha. :P

tonight gonna meet some of my church friends for a talk! :)

im glad i've been invited. "D

gonna miss my band practice later. :(

but nevermind, i'll be back to share with you guys. :)

MAYBE? :x

hey haa im in love with electric guitar and bass guitar's sound again!

it's nice! perfect match with my drums. ")

i'll married a bassist most probably! teehee ")

Drums + Bass Guitar = Husband + Wife. :P

i miss to be a child! phewww so childish! :D

LALA.. LALA.. LALA.. LALA...

twinkle twinkle little star, how i wonder what you are.

up above the world so high, like a diamond in the sky.

twinkle twinkle little star, how i wonder what you are. ")

life goes on. hey haa! "D

love you! ♥

Cheers! :P

loveeeeeee,

joanna koh.

im not the ordinary girl that you thought! :)

love,

joanna koh

Joanna on DRUMS. =)

ok. the 1st day was passed. :)

suffered abit nii, but everything was alright. :)

at least i dont commit suicide. :x

still got lots of '1 day' to go.

joanna need to be stronger! :)

my lappy was alright! thx to nic. :)

give you a flying kiss. ^^

CHEERS jo!

love,

joanna koh.

Current Satisfaction

OR

Real Satisfaction?

joanna again, doing the most revision nowadays. :'(

tired. :(

design and design and design.

tired. :(

love design but dislike to design by myself too much!

lack of ideas. :(

joanna go go go!

Music, my path!

DRUMMER, part of my life!

moving forward to professionals.

photographing, hehe. ^^

put God FIRST.

Jeson Ma - Love

Now Hollywood wants to make you think they know what love is.
But I'ma tell you what true love is.
Love is not what you see in the movies.
Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene.
you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice.
Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself.
Love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love.
Love is when you lay down your life for another.
Whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister.
Its even laying down your life for your enemies,
That's unthinkable, but think about that.
Love is true.
Think.


I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love


Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast.
It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres.
Love never fails. Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time.
Love is the only thing that will last when you die.
But ask the question why? Do you have love?



There is no greater love than this, than he who lays down his life for his friends.
Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends?
You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother,
your father, or your best friends.
But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?
I'm going to tell you who did that.


The definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love.
The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow.
Hanging on a cross for your sin my sins.
That is love He died for you and me while we still hated Him.
That is love. God is true love.


And if you don't know this love,
Now is the time to know, PERFECT LOVE.

love,

joanna koh

Hey ya I'm using blackberry writing this article. :)
I'm like so awkward using this. Hehe. :)

So oh yea, I know I'm kinda emo nowadays. But FYI everythings alright after awhile.
I'm still joanna. :)


Yea we're having exam nowadays. And I don't really take it serious. :(
I need some help then. Who can help me? TT



Miss to be a young LADY like few days past. XD
That's another joanna! Hehe. :P



I'm waiting CHEN MENG JUN to be back on early of October! Missed him! :)
Italiano Food yeah! :)



And so Nick's Xbox 360!! I want to play!!
He promised to lend me after my SPM.. Hehe. Remember your promised ya! :P


Ciaoz!



Love,
Joanna Koh.

SD BAND

Lee Zjun Fei

Joseph Chan Kwan Ming

Hooi Weng Kiat

Kuik Yee Ann

Low Wei Shen

Kuik Yee Chin

Joanna Koh See En

Nikki Lim Yuan Ni

DEEP IN YOUR HEART!

JUST DO IT!

WORK IT OUT!

love,
joanna koh.

JOANNA KOH SEE EN.



starting to in love with digital-ly music. =)
Wang Lee Hom - Do You Love Me!



something like Timberland - The Way I Are.



i'd done a big mistake today, thx to kiat for reminding me.
at first emotion goes down, but when i think deeply, everythings okay!




im a mummy today! teehee ♥
i miss those memories when im young. =)
thx to him!




im gonna be so tired after tomorrow, be ready joanna!

i love them.
i love him.



love,
joanna koh.

what goes up must come down.

love,
joanna koh

married. !

i missss him so much !!

i miss his voice. TT

i feel like wanna cry! cry! and cry! but no tears comes out.

suffer. i wanna quarrel with him! yes! now!

oh gosh. my English dropped again. i dont even know how to express my feelings in English. TT

by,

joanna koh

she's escaping again.

lost again.

yea she's happy.

but once she cant reach what she wants,

she'll escape.

no one knows. and shouldn't too !

she's glad to have him(them).

sometimes its really hard to do something correct.

but she needs to do it.

she needs loves and cares.

and sure, God gave her.

and she wished to love one another too !!

loves,

she - joanna.

...

i wish once i open my eyes and check my phone,

i'll saw your message..

i dont aspect more, i dont.

but i know i shouldn't, so,

joanna, stop fooling with this!

just a 'night message',

just enough.

love,

joanna koh.

...

deleted something from this blog cause i know i shouldn't did that.

it wont help if i post that.

yea its enough, i shouldn't get frustrated again
just do my best for my future but not wasting my time here thinking those stupid stuffs.

i just dont like to see those fake smiles from you, tired.

do my best to get out from your life.



=============




i lost my aim, i dont feel good whatever i do.
so aimless, i need them ! T.T



music is a tough way i admit, and im so lazy i admit too.
i dont even put half of my effort in it. gosh =(




i learned to be different me in different situation.
i cant use my own way to help the others.
i need to be a listener, it helps.
no matter what, thanksgiving whatever happens.

i enjoyed those day with you boy, thx for being my friend.
i'll get the right result if im doing the right things =)
trust me.

i love me, him and her.
i need to be positive!
im a child of God =)



if i show my temper on you, maybe im too tired.
sorry if i stopped understanding you. hehe ^^

im not a good girl i knew. but im learning to be.

love,
joanna koh.

joanna joanna joanna !

she's very blessed all the time. enjoyed her days everyday =)

you must be stronger than yesterday !

support you ! =D

he made my day happy ! thx ^^

dont compare you with the others !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ya cheryl ^^

love,

joanna

babes.

30th JUNE 2010.

BIG APPLE !

PLAYGROUND !

memories in our mind =)

loves ♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

joanna koh !

im glad to knew him =)

my lp =D

love him ? hmm ?

adeline J, cecilia L, joanna Y.

my 3 precious gifts from God =)

appreciate.

found job ! thx seiye wk =)

CL, SL, LY, SA

im still joanna !

great experience with HC !

wooo... =P

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

joanna koh =D

i am who i am.

yea i apologized if i made you uncomfortable.

but i just wanna say that I AM WHO I AM.

everybody has their good and bad.

whatever la, i know im lazy or stupid or what, if you cant stand,

nevermind, i dont expect more, i dont hope this last year we'll have any big matter dii.

you knew that i appreciate you all much, as i know you will too. (right?)

if everybody was not comfortable with me, yea thats my problem i'll admit.

and i'll DO MY BEST to 'repair' it.

so, wanna give me time or not, you decide.

im very sorry IF you feel yourself so stupid to be friend with me,(i said 'IF')

but i know i wont let go so easily. until that day you really fed up and really lazy to bother me,

i'll leave, seriously.

i really thanksgiving for trying to make yourself enduring my attitude.

really thank you. i'll take a really deep think.

thank you.

my english is broken, very broken.

whatever grammar also use wrong dii, but this is the way i communicate with you.

IM IMPROVING.

to really say that, i do love him. i do.

joanna

they quarrelled =(
part of it is because of me =((



i felt so weird
i must settle this down, Lord, help me please



i love biting !! *RAWR
weeeeeee ♥



i miss spending time with you ^^



love,
joanna

weeee

im happy !

thx for making me happy !

=D

i love you.

p/s:

she told him that she agreed !

woooo ! =D

one week contract ah dear =]

T.H.A.N.K.S.G.I.V.I.N.G

love,

joanna koh

oh yea, im just back from cadet police camp =D

its fun !! it help me lots too =)

and im hurt-ed while playing ‘paintball’ =(

seriously pain =( three huge ‘blue black’ on my thighs =((

im in guitar and drum now ^^

yea, practicing and practicing wee

although i've stopped my class but i still need to continue my pratice

joanna koh ! i knew that you can do it ! oh yes !

p/s:

thx to lynn yen for accompany me those 3days

and also to my dear, azamuddin =)

zam, remember your promise !

im waiting for your answer =D

pp/ss:

i can feel the warmness fron you again ^^

i love you =D

love,

joanna koh