i am who i am.

yea i apologized if i made you uncomfortable.

but i just wanna say that I AM WHO I AM.

everybody has their good and bad.

whatever la, i know im lazy or stupid or what, if you cant stand,

nevermind, i dont expect more, i dont hope this last year we'll have any big matter dii.

you knew that i appreciate you all much, as i know you will too. (right?)

if everybody was not comfortable with me, yea thats my problem i'll admit.

and i'll DO MY BEST to 'repair' it.

so, wanna give me time or not, you decide.

im very sorry IF you feel yourself so stupid to be friend with me,(i said 'IF')

but i know i wont let go so easily. until that day you really fed up and really lazy to bother me,

i'll leave, seriously.

i really thanksgiving for trying to make yourself enduring my attitude.

really thank you. i'll take a really deep think.

thank you.

my english is broken, very broken.

whatever grammar also use wrong dii, but this is the way i communicate with you.

IM IMPROVING.

to really say that, i do love him. i do.

joanna